HE / ASKEW.

i. to look god in the eye. ii. to see who blinks first. ind. priv. sel. will graham of hannibal. written by blaine.

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE ! 

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— Rainer Maria Rilke, excerpt from “Letter XI,” Letters to Merline transl. by Jesse Browner (Paragon House, 1989)

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* BUT HER HEART WAS SO COLD that she could hold ice in her mouth and it would never melt / / private & selective marya morevna of catherynne valente’s deathless as loved by SEREN

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yeehaws aggressively

they always say yee haw but never ask haw yee  .... :\\\\

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frustration is me going to wills wiki just to see that even 4 years later his status is “unknown” 

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THE BEAST WAS GIVEN A MOUTH TO UTTER PROUD WORDS AND BLAPHEMIES AND TO EXERCISE ITS AUTHORITY FOR FORTY TWO MONTHS / indie damien thorn of the omen written by mason / #HISOMEN

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To see in death a dream, in the sunset a golden sadness –

Jorge Luis Borges, from The Art of Poetry. (via mirroir)

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private will graham of the hannibal franchise. / written by blaine.

      CHAOS  THEORY  :   the  butterfly  effect    ;    chaos  defines  a  sense  of  disorder.   had  the  butterfly  not  flapped  it’s  wings  ,  the  natural  disaster  would  not  have  started  it’s  path. 

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will’s voice is so complex and i love it. he doesn’t censor the way his thoughts filter through his dialogue. and it just really shows how different he processes things. he’s always been deemed odd because of it, coming off usually as intimidating. but it’s so natural for him and it’s another reason why communication is usually difficult for him. 

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astralord:

❝  you  know  what,  will  ?  fuck  you  !  just,  just…  just  stop  tryna  read  me  all  the  goddamn  time  and  have  a  fuckin’  timbit  !  i  don’t  give  a  shit  what  problem  stems  from  where  and  whatever  you  think  i’m  fuckin’  stressed  about,  i  don’t  care  !  i  don’t  !  care  !  stop  talkin’  about  it  !  ❞

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          ❛       save   it    -   your  explosive  outrage  sounds  more  like  a  juvenile  tantrum.  would  it  kill  you  to  be  selfish   -   if  only  once ?  give  yourself  a  damn  break  ,  peter.   anger  has  never  been  flattering  on  you.      ❜

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hi i’ve wanted to do this forever but Uhh alias change. please call me blaine. 

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withtrust:

the  silence  is  comfortable.     it  spans  the  small  space  between  them,  stretching  with  a  slack  sort  of  grace.     agent  mulder  is  the  first  to  break  it.     turning  to  agent  graham,          ❛    —  do,  uh,  . . .   do  dogs  have  uvulas?    ❜

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               ICE  BREAKER    pries  a  laugh  from  chest ,  short-lived  with  laden  amusement.  ❛    not  that  i’m  aware   -  &   i’ve  had  handfuls of  instances  where  i  had  to  fish  out  findings  they  had  no  business  in  swallowing.  not  my  proudest  stories.  ❜   company  is  loose-fitting ,  riddled  free  of  usual  expectations  set  daybreak  high.  a   retort ,  query  for  query  in  only  fairness.     ❛ so  —  extraterrestrials.  do  they   really  have  massive  heads ?   ❜ 

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“ You needed time. Time to understand your enemy. To become stronger than them. “

          appreciation   stirs  below  the  tire  of  features.  testimony  sunburnt  but  gorged  with  enough  radiance    -    if  only  he  could  contain  it.     ❛    absorption  is  just  retainment.   more weight to lug around.   ❜   lazy  exhale  ,  he  continues  as  if  prompted.    such  trait  is  honesty ,   digestion  sometimes  too  chaotic  for  the  stomach.    ❛   i  don’t  exactly  feel  stronger.  i feel  bite-sized.  but  thank  you.  ❜  words  taste  bitter  in  owns  mouth  ,  a  sting  in  the back  of  throat  as  pine  needles.  cue  laugh  garnished   bitter  ,  as  if  to  paint  statement  something  other  than  ugly.   he  reels  &  pushes  further  ,  wants  to  know  the  extent  of  such  offer.     ❛   if  you  understand  an  enemy ,  doesn’t  that  imply  you  can  find  pity  for  them ?  not  near  justification ,  not  near  forgiveness— but  something  more ,  profound.   ❜

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“ And what do you want to say to your maker? ”

         depends  on  who  you  refer.  is  “  maker  “  blacksmith  of  sinew  &  tissues  ,  a  promised  deity  too  far  away  &  unseen ?    OR    is  maker  among  wolves   /   the  man  who  stands  before ?   baptism  into  contaminated  waters  ,  he  is  puppeteer  when  strings  hook  under  layers  of  flesh.     he    ,    epidemic.      &     lamb   ,   diseased   -   hacked   red  ,  blue    &    bones  crooning  fracture  with  the  weight  of  parallelism.  (  skin  feels  too  suffocating ,  does  it  not ?  when  shared  by  two ,  both  festering  ,  both  choking  on  distortion.  its  translucence  -   somehow,  somehow ,  more luminescent  than  gods  spotlight  stare  !   center  stage  damnation.   )   

         ❛   im  compelled  to  ask  questions.  ❜  a  gaze  held  &  defiance  swelled  within  ,  this  is  a  personal  confrontation.    ❛   i  want  to  know  where  they  derive  their  sense  of  judgment  from——❜  salt  water  on  open  sores  ,   words  collect  rainfall ,  collect  toxicity.  lips  stitch  upwards  ,  arrogance  in  threads  undone.   ❛ —their  throne  as  damned  as  it  may  be  ,    is  only    illusionary .   ❜

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