I’m so sick of feeling like I ruin everything. But how do I fix that?
I’m so sick of apologizing all the time, but it’s what I was conditioned to.
I’m so sick of my actions hurting a relationship that I adore with all of my heart. I just want to feel like I’m good enough again and that I’m doing the right thing to make her happy.
She deserves all of the happiness in the world and it’s so hard for me to give that to her when my anxiety is always kicking me. It makes me feel unsuitable, like I’m not good enough for her.








