โ ๐ฒ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฑ๐ธ . where kim taehyung who still hasn't moved on from his ex-girlfriend writes a song about her.
โ ๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ฑ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ . taehyung ร reader
โ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ญ๐ฑ๐ค . idol au. heartbreak au. ex-gf au. angst.
โ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฒ . lowercase intended.
โ ๐ ๐ด๐ณ๐ง๐ฎ๐ฑ'๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ค . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM TAEHYUNG WHO IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE MOST CARING AND PERFECT HOOMAN BEAN !!!
โ ๐ฑ๐ ๐ณ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ . none
๐ฌ๐ ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ค๐ฑ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ณ๐ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ ๐ธ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฃ
Took those memories with youโ
I sighed, closing my eyes while reminiscing about all the past memories, all the loving moments and mostly the heartbreak that was flooding in my mind while playing this track, out of all the songs this one stayed the best.
But even now, I can't let you go, let you go
Is that all you have to say?
โLetโs break up, I don't feel the same anymore, Iโm sorryโ she said, breaking my heart, the bouquet of flowers I was holding in my hands fell. โWhat? B-but why?โ My lips quivered while asking while she sighed.โI-I don't feel the same, Iโm sorryโ The sorry did nothing but fueled me up even more, like someone sprinkling salt on your wounds deliberately. I scoffed, โSure you don't.โ
Won't you let me know? Let me know?
The whole night I was holding the phone in my hand, desperately waiting for a text or a call, just something that could ignite hope in me, even if it's to lead me on, even if it's something wrong. just something that'll help me keep going. I heard a notification and hurriedly checked the notifications, nothing except the praises from my fans who were praising me for such a hit, only if they knew.
Fine, I will be honest with you
Fine. I still love her. I do agree that I can't live without her, neither do I want to. Iโm just too used to having her around me, caring about me, having dinner together, the forehead kisses, and everything, I was just too used to all that, to the point that now it feels empty despite having people that care about me, around me.
I think about you all the time
Where you are, who you're with
The only thought that keeps roaming in my mind all day long is her, and perhaps her possible companion, and the lingering feeling of โwhy can't it be me?โ โWhat did I do wrong?โ Every possible degradation I could come across, I directed it all to myself. Thinking that perhaps I was at fault, I kept belittling myself, cursing myself out, is this the heartbreak?
I wish you would love me again
โBabe, what if one day we break up?โ โWhy would we break up though?โ โI don't know? randomly?โ โYouโre weirdโ those sweet memories slicing up my heart like a sharp knife. the memories that I thought would forever be with me and I'd be hopefully telling them to my grandkids are now the same memories which I despise.
I wish you could love me again, again
Finally I broke down, after holding back my tears for such a long time, they came falling down, glazing through my cheeks and onto my lap. I looked up to hide them as the melodies kept going, the lyrics kept playing, however everything was incoherent except her voice.
โBabe?โ I looked up and saw my girlfriend, you standing there while looking down at me in concern.
# ask ex-girlfriend (lmao)
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