all i know is my day would be fixed if ddba!matt in his lawyer suit manhandled and slapped me around to the point where all my brain could muster were semi-incoherent pleas for forgiveness and mercy :/ and if he completely ignored them and instead calmly walked over to his chair, sat down and ordered me to crawl to him, shifting from faux-pity condescension to actually losing his patience and dropping his tone because im taking too long :/ and if he made me lick away my own bloodstains from his expensive shoes and his big hands and i could do nothing but notice how satisfied he got at how scared i was :/
but it wont happen so day ruined i guess...... where is the devil of hell's kitchen when you need him!
nonnie :I do we have the same breed of mean!matt brainworm bc i must admit 1) my tummy did such a crazy flip at this i almost threw up (the faux pity killed me), and also 2) these days i too have had nothing on the mind except ddba!matt in the lawyer suit. specifically (and NO THANKS to joey aka user vigilantekisser driving me insane in my dm's re: dark!matt)...
ddba!matt rescuing you from a dangerous man at night and offering to bring you to his place so you can phone a friend. but between the time you agree to follow the kind blind man and the time he shuts the front door behind you, he decides you won’t be going home today. no one will know either.
ddba!matt wrestling you into a kneeling position while he grinds his clothed bulge against your face until you start to go limp from the lack of air
you biting him REALLY HARD. and he immediately tugs your face back by the hair and there’s a string a spit connecting your lips to him while you look up at him with all the fear and deference in the world
ddba!matt making you suckle the wet, bitter spot he leaves through the fabric of his pants afterwards
(also he beats your ass raw later for biting him :333
ddba!matt who gets impatient when you take longer to cum bc you're scared and so he resorts to prying orgasms out of you while counting down—and by the fourth and fifth ones, rough fingers slap at your clit while he orders you to “cum it out. five... four... three... two... cum—it—out—now.”
ddba!matt chaining you to the inside of the closet of his apartment (you know the one) the fateful moment he decides he just wants to keep you a little longer instead of letting you go tonight
(do not imagine him crossing himself before he does that when you’re not looking hehe)
ddba!matt who over the days and weeks returns from work and you find yourself increasingly excited to see him (or is it due to sunlight and human exposure?)
ddba!matt who forces you to cum so many times in increasingly fucked up ways and positions that you slowly start to forget your own name <33
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