#!talktome

[crystalemi]

andeborg replied to your post: So I was wondering. 1) she’s not answe...

she didn’t see it?

i dunno??? she did use tumblr tho. she probably doesn't think like answering and that's it .-.

[crystalemi]

Heyyyyyyyyy x

Heeeeey ♥

*gives hugs*

[crystalemi]

4, 8

OMG LET ME HUG YOU HAVE SOME LOVE HERE TAKE A COOKIE

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

All the time, I smile a lot at strangers on the train, while walking etc., especially if they meet my eyes or they look sad. I don't mind looking crazy, especially when they smile back. Makes my day to know someone was actually surprised for even the fraction of a second ♥

8. How often do you listen to music?

I used to listen to it even during the night, but I'm tuning it down a bit lately. I still listen to it when I walk, run, go to the gym/pool (I do hydrogym so we got music), when I write, plot, read and sometimes even when I blog. I don't like silence too much.

[crystalemi]

random letters (too haha) D, L, W, E, A

Thanks sweetie, sorry for the long and a bit too honest/harsh answer. I hope nothing's offensive, just in case, I didn't mean it to be.

A. Why my last relationship ended

Well. This is hard. I still don't know, she probably didn't like me. I just know at the time I blamed it all on myself and believed I wasn't pretty/fun/cute enough. I just probably wasn't sane enough. I don't know, don't really wanna talk about it anymore, sorry.

E. My best friend.

I honestly don't know? Like, what is a bestfriend? Someone I'll tell everyting to, that'll stand by my side whenever my ground vanish from under my feet and that sticks to me no matter what, someone who knows me like the back of their hand? I don't have this person. I have C. that can complete my sentences, I have Annie that knows me, but not most of the shit, there's G. that spend with me the whole day in uni and cares for me, I have Andie, which is my isle of silence and peace in the shit of life, and I have you, to whom I feel like I can talk freely. and I like to think there's another person too, that knows some of the shit. But honestly? When I cry I'm alone and I don't think of anyone - there's no one that knows what goes inside my head and I don't feel like i trust anyone enough to let them know. also, all this people just don't know part of my life and this doesn't depend on either of us, me being the asshhole I am or you being the sweethearts you are. It's just distance. most of you don't see me interact with people irl and other just don't understand me interacting with those on the internet. So, do I have precious people? yes. Do I have a favorite friend? no, sorry.

D. Hardest thing I've gone through

There was this period around seventeen I just gave up on life and decided I wasn't worth to live and people kinda told me that everyday too, so yeah. I usually tell people it was the surgery, but really, I could do it all over again tomorrow if it meant deleting those 2 years or something from my life.

I've being so fucking open today it's really scary lol

L. One of your insecurities

I suppose my body is the mos visible insecurity. I don't feel beautiful and I suppose people don't find me nice to look at too.

W.Concerts I've been to

Tokio Hotel, Milan 30th October probably 2008?Cinema Bizarre, Milan 1st October I don't remember Live M6, Paris June same year of the cinema bizarre concert. I saw some French guys and their Tektonik, Maroon 5, Cinema Bizarre and Leona Lewis. 

[crystalemi]

♪ please ♥

sorry, I'm an ass, I ended up watching the last 2 episodes of snk and forgot to check tumblr >_< Thanks for sending it anyway ♥

It's been a whileI know I shouldn't have kept you waitingBut I'm here now

Break the Ice - Britney Spears

[crystalemi]

♪ :3

These are my boos, my skeleton crew A little strange, but so are you Don't you wanna be a monster, too? 

Monster High Theme Song

Thanks sweetheart ♥ With all the kickass songs I've got on my iphone you got my guilty pleasure lol

[crystalemi]

OMG IT'S BACK leoparddoodle tagged me *O*

I love this so I'm extremely sorry for those poor souls I'll tag. I love you, too tho ♥

•Rules: Post the rules •Answer the questions the tagger asked you, then make 11 new ones. •Tag 11 people and link them to your post. •Let them know you’ve tagged them.

1) Favourite animal? My Dog. But in general I love foxes. OH AND POKEMONs 2) Favourite book? Le Petit Prince by Saint-Exupéry

3) Favourite anime/manga/tv show? definitely Beyblade and Saint Seiya. I've watced those anime ten hundred times lol my fae manga is RG Veda by CLAMP.  4) How many languages can you speak? three and a half of many other lol 5) What is something cool/funny/weird you’ve done? Uhn this is hard 'cause people say half the thing I do are weird. Imo I've never done anything weird... I don't know then. If anyone remembers something funny ell me I can't think of anything.

6) Favourite band? Ashes Remain. 7) What’s something you like to do? reading, drawing clothes and window shopping on the internet. I also would love to sew more, but I don't feel like I have the "right environment". 8) What are some of your OTP’s? thanks for the some, that helps. NaruSasu, Kyoko*Sayaka (PMMM), Nezushi (no.6), HanaRu (Slam Dunk), TyKa e Yuri/Daichi (BeyBlade) 9) Favourite game? Don't have one, I hardly play any game. Maybe just dance, it's the only one I play sometimes, I swear I have only one game on my hone ahah. But I like Risiko and Monopoli irl. 10) Favourite Disney song? OMG this is hard. Belle (reprise) from beauty and the beast and the whole Mulan soundtrack.

11) Favourite female & male character? Naruto for the male one and I think Ayako from Slam Dunk.

My Questions:

Do you have any phobia?

Is there a fandom you were part of and now you can't stand?

Is there a fictional man you'd like to marry?

What's your relationship with your family?

What's your favourite food?

what do you think of most female characters personality in shojo manga? 

do you have a favourite thing to wear?

Do you like your name? Would you want to change it? if yes, which name would you like better?

Do you believe/have on opinion on soulmates?

Do you have one kink (irl or in fanfic/manga etc) yo're embarrassed about? (elaborate)

Where would you like to live if you could choose?

Tagging beautiful people:

andeborg

lunaetjune

sasukethesoysauce

jetstarramblings

kobrakid23

petitelilyum

nanaprocrastinating

bearlostforest

tommyuchiha

jackfrostiness

the-power-of-love-no-jutsu

Have fun ♥

[crystalemi]

Random number: 2 4 12 23 35 40

Thanks sweetheart *O*

2.Shoe Size

European 39 (sometimes 38.5)

4. Do you drink?

Occasionally vodka or cocktails based on vodka. And wine and spumante (which is the Italian Champagne). But alcohol is very caloric and I like sweet things too, so I only drink once in a while :D

12. Relationship status

pining after fictional characters

23. My relationship with my siblings.

I have two yonger brothers but I call one Big Bro, 'cause he's like 20cm+ taller than me. 

With Big Bro we're like cat and dog. He's 17 and boys that age usually are very rebellious but he's like stubborn and sees the world black and white, he thinks he's the only one who says and do things right so we argue a lot and sometimes we fight very viciously and tell each other things we don't really think or that'd better stay unsaid. But we also play a lot and we're both sarcastic as hell so it's entertaining. 

My younger brother is the last born in the family and he's very insecure about his role in the family and you could say I'm one of the patient people that listen to him even if he says idiot things to get attention. He's probably the only one that misses me when I'm gone lol

Generally if you saw us interact you'd say we hate each other's guts, but we just like to argue.

35. What I find attractive in men

Naruto this is very hard because I very seldom find guys attractive. I mean, i probably find attractive when they make you feel at ease. I'm a very girly girl: I don't watch sport in tv, I don't play videogames... and if you think my whole idea of relationship is built on communication... So yeah. 

Physically speaking I find attractive thighs, teeth and smiles.

40. Who wish I could be.

I wish I were Emma Watson.