#!tbd.

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@exbercnt: ME AFTER I SAW JUGHEAD: DO IT DO IT DO IT. coughs this is somin’s mun lurking in an old blog :D

dude. jug’s my life for real ... i love that character like hell he’s so amazing, like the type of character i’d love to write (cos i like complex angsty characters with lots of room for development) but only cole seems fitting as a fc ... hm hm hm what to do ??

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did everyone move to twitter already or do people still use aim? if so, then feel free to add @blue.mp3 or drop yours in the comments for a dorky approach from hong. you could also tumblr im me ic/ooc if you’d like to. (got two replies left that i’ll deal with tomorrow).  also, feel free to like this post and i’ll send you in a meme or a sentence starter in your inbox! see you tomorrow i guess.

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when u realize too many muns use (some variations of) eli as their ooc name, and you do, too...

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i think i am almost prepared to return...?

i need to prepare some things before, but i think i feel much better after three weeks of hard work fo getting better? maybe not entirely... i’m not sure how to come back to this, but damn ... i missed writing. this is a useless post since i’m still not at my best and it’s been about .... a month? since i’ve entered this blog, since i’ve seriously written anything... and i miss it so much but i haven’t been in a good state for about three months or so and i’ve hit rock bottom how do i come back to this? how do i get inspiration again? i love this muse and the writing partners i have gained, but -- i’m nervous? ah this rant is so useless please ignore it -- i just needed to express my lingering to ... well, everything. at this point of my prolonged and continued absence for weeks and weeks for the past months i’m not even sure anyone will be interested in my return.

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hey. if we roleplay or you somehow care about me (?) then i’d appreciate if you’d take a moment to read this; after what’s been like two weeks i believe, i managed to get on my laptop. i’ve fully healed, yes, but there’s a lot going in my life. i know i’ve posted stuff like these the past half a year or so quite a few times but i’m not in a good state in all meanings.  i just thought the people i roleplay with, those i care a lot about deserve the right to know that i’m taking a hiatus until further notice. no, it won’t take too long (i hope) and i won’t be gone for like months over months, trust me. i love this muse and i love writing and i love the friends that i’ve made here but i think it would be unfair to you guys if i didn’t say this, if i’d force myself to write when i don’t know how i’m managing to wake up every day, if i’d give you half-assed and not wholehearted replies and attitude and treatment that is both ic and ooc when i can’t give myself the tinest part of it.  i just need some time to be okay again, i need some time to focus on myself and getting better.  sorry for everything. if you’d like to drop a thread we have or unfollow or whatever, i’d understand. i’ll be on aim mostly, maybe at times i’ll check tumblr but i’ll be trying through most of the time to get better during all my hectic schedules, occupations and obligations.  thanks for taking your time to read it, it means a lot to me.

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@rosalynn-cam: I couldn’t imagine Juggie as anyone but Cole tbh. They could have moved to Korea for his mum to get treatment for something - Korean hospitals are often linked to universities and they could be doing something experimental? Otherwise his mum could have been the military kid and she wanted to return to Korea where she went to school

yeah neither can i that’s why i’m uncertain about this bc this whole background story is a lil too risky ... but how would they have the money if his dad’s a criminal? if the kid himself is raised off the tracks? he’s gotta be a problematic kid, too. it’s kinda difficult and i’m not that creative tbvh. i need to make a thorough research since i only see a ‘white’ person ending up in korea if one of the parents had a job there, like of these type of jobs which make their good employees move to another country. or he could be adopted. or his father who’s white messed around with someone and she ditched them both after birth -- and he’s raised by some old couple? something tragic like that. maybe his father lost custody bc of alcoholism or smth... so he’s spending time in an orphanage or at that old couple’s house, in an institution for young offenders idk...

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@exbercnt: it’ll be a lot of work. but whatever your decision is, i will always support it u v u i don’t think you would lose him– i hope sweats. it’s like a short break from him, i guess?

@rosalynn-cam: But there’s nothing wrong with Cole/Juggie being white! He can be a foreigner and still live in Korea. You get a lot of military families sending their kids to school there!

yeah it’s gonna be tons of work. i’m not willing to throw a year and a half of effort and character development to the trash but i fear that if i take a break from him (especially that with everything that i’ve been through recently) i will lose muse for jinhong.  yeah it’s not like foreigners are an odd sight in korea but still... i was thinking of leaving his father to be a criminal/gang member/etc and maybe his mother sick so that’s why they moved to korea? to visit her home town or whatever? (making her not white but i’m unsure if that’s very ethical to do) but ... i’m really uncertain about this. i have too many doubts despite this burning yearning to write a muse like jug. i will need to think of a way to change his name and such since i will only do a jughead inspired muse, not jug himself -- but what if there is a korean face claim you guys think about fit? i can’t think of anyone... 16-17 (korean boys) years old are too cute for me to use.