hey.
if we roleplay or you somehow care about me (?) then i’d appreciate if you’d take a moment to read this;
after what’s been like two weeks i believe, i managed to get on my laptop. i’ve fully healed, yes, but there’s a lot going in my life. i know i’ve posted stuff like these the past half a year or so quite a few times but i’m not in a good state in all meanings.
i just thought the people i roleplay with, those i care a lot about deserve the right to know that i’m taking a hiatus until further notice. no, it won’t take too long (i hope) and i won’t be gone for like months over months, trust me. i love this muse and i love writing and i love the friends that i’ve made here but i think it would be unfair to you guys if i didn’t say this, if i’d force myself to write when i don’t know how i’m managing to wake up every day, if i’d give you half-assed and not wholehearted replies and attitude and treatment that is both ic and ooc when i can’t give myself the tinest part of it.
i just need some time to be okay again, i need some time to focus on myself and getting better.
sorry for everything. if you’d like to drop a thread we have or unfollow or whatever, i’d understand. i’ll be on aim mostly, maybe at times i’ll check tumblr but i’ll be trying through most of the time to get better during all my hectic schedules, occupations and obligations.
thanks for taking your time to read it, it means a lot to me.