#!vent

[sumthing2b]

[screamintoad]

Vent and all in all creative talk. I might sound a bit bitchy or ungrateful but I don’t mean it in that tone

This has been eating at me for a few days now and I thought if I just let it go it would stop bothering me but, it hasn’t and so I’m just gonna say it.

It’s upsetting being a creative and having the works that you put less time and effort in, outshine the other finished pieces that you put 5-7 hours into working on. And this doesn’t just apply to drawing but writing as well. I know that my fan works do better, and it makes sense! I started my blog as a way to share my TWST ocs and I still enjoy it. But I want to broaden my stuff, I’ve been sharing my original stories and ocs on numerous occasions, hell I’m writing an entire story, yet they never get much attention-if any.

I’m not talking about tons of reblogs and comments, I don’t mind when people just like my work then move on. It happens with a lot of things that I make and I do it as well. It’s when I’ll be so excited to share something about an original project and it gets 1 maybe 2 likes compared to dozens on a doodle post. That’s why I’ve stepped back from my original stuff because I know barely anyone, for lack of better words, gives a shit. And yes there’s a difference between fan ocs and completely original ones.

“You should still do it even if one person likes it!” “Tumblr is a fan space!”

It’s disheartening when you put your all into something and it doesn’t do as well as you had hoped. Tumblr is a space for creatives in general, there’s tons of original artists and writers on here. Let alone fandoms who have gone from being communities to spaces that demand more of a single thing and as soon as you make something different that you, the creator, love, they don’t care or they ask for what you made before

I understand that this is a jumbled mess of my thoughts but I needed to say it and I know there are others who share these same feelings

[sourstars]

the amount of rage this book i just finished gave me. why do i still have unanswered questions—MORE THAN I HAVE ANSWERS. i hate the ending more than i’ve hated anything in my life. it was doing so well and then just…

[b0ba-chan]

ಠ_ಠ

[sumthing2b]

well that was. bad

[sumthing2b]

festers still not trying. he barely tries. im fucking pissed. i get that im harsh. but who the fuck else is gonna get him off his ass and make him do the shit he needs to. goddamn it im fronting at 3am which means WE CANT DO SHIT.

[b0ba-chan]

i realised that i think i don't want to be with my boyfriend anymore because he can be really toxic and reminds me of my abusiv3 ex but i don't want to have to do it myself. it fills me with dread when he texts me and makes me feel sick when he tries to get sexual. but he's going through a bad time rn and i just don't know what to do. we're in our 8th month now and jUST EIAGIWIAFOE. - baby anon

baby im bias and say to drop him bc you deserve the world. and if hes being mean and toxic its on him and youre allowed to leave no matter his circumstances outside from you. i just want you to be safe and happy!!