#&&headcanons

[unsp1rited]

Maddie remembers the impact her dad's death made on her mom and herself instead of the impact he was making while still alive and I hate it so much for her.

[unsp1rited]

Maddie angry cleans if she's pissed enough and if you do interrupt her in the middle of it, death will come for you.

[winterbcrn-blog]

PSA/HEADCANON: I never, ever, ever, play Lyanna voluntarily leaving Jon, or even leaving him for long if she has to. Lyanna, the way I play her, is stubborn and rather maternal. She would be selfish when it comes to Jon and even if she believed that he may have a better life with Ned, were she alive and capable of caring for him herself, she would. If keeping Jon meant fleeing beyond the Wall, fleeing to the Free Cities, marrying Robert and passing Jon off as his in a Cersei-esque way, she would do it, even if she preferred he be raised with his cousins in Winterfell.

[narcissizen-blog]

WARNING: due to the nature im putting this under a read more bc they start off simple and then i get deep and carried away oops

zen trash talks, lets be honest if youve played his route its really obvious hes not the one to just beat around the bush. he tries to say things nicely but hes very capable of being rude if need be

HE WILL LISTEN TO GOSSIP IF FRIENDS WANNA LIKE VENT TO HIM and hes probably the best to go too for venting, he’s a goofy guy

hes actually pretty smart. he took a LOT of classes as a child and his family is already naturally really smart, people just think hes a pretty face

REST, UNDER HERE.

due to some dialogue in the game i believe that zen has experienced some childhood trauma because of his good looks thus why he is extremely scarred from the whole echo girl incident

zen has been exposed to possibly being bribed with money by strangers to touch his face, body, ect as a child

his brother is probably one of them, because of dialogue in the game it mentions that his brother wanted to touch zens face alot and while that isn’t necessarily bad with the way everyone kept regarding his beauty especially his teachers-- its not beneath them

he purposely lives by himself for fear of being leeched on like that again, surprisingly everyone just sends him letters instead of visiting him

took him a LONG long time before he decided to give out fans his address

while he is a HUGE flirt again this is to cover up the uncomfort he feels on a day to day basis with the idea that someone could probably like him for himself

he probably doesnt even remember his brother touching him-- trauma does things to a person’s psyche

he tries his best not to judge a book by a cover but some things cant be helped

he DOES talk to his family just not as often as anyone would like him too

[narcissizen-blog]

well idk how anyone else portrays zen but for the most part i know the common joke is hes desperate as fuck but lets be real when youve had your looks joked and treated like a material as opposed to something you just commonly express joy for like an aesthetic then youd be pretty ticked off alot

so!! a guide to my zen! ♥♥

zen is a flirt obviously but most of the time flirts to hide his insecurity about an outwardly attraction to someone

he also does it to make someone feel good whereas when hes complimented he expresses gratitude but is actually confused and scared inside as to why theyre complimenting him

obviously-- uses his narcissism to hide that he actually has alot of self hate

seeks alot of physical comfort to keep incheck with reality AKA dissociates alot

its also a comfort technique, he sleeps with a body pillow so not to feel as lonely as he does

is probably still struggling with the whole bad boy --(?)-- mature guy phase and feels bad putting the mc in that place or anyone else for that matter

displaces his emotions alot when stressed or bottled up past emotions overflow his sense of thinking

chronic nightmares keep him awake

puts himself in his work to distract himself from probable chronic depression and anxiety

-- ANOTHER ONE I FORGOT. TO MENTION. BUT ITS PROBABLY OBVIOUS, SNORTS-- zen is extremely sensitive-- only because hes scared someone will only care for his looks and just his looks and hurt him again. more than likely repeat another echo girl incident if youve gotten far enough in the game to know about it.

so the cocky attitude is genuinely just a cover up for a broken guy. hes not a “oh precious flower” kinda guy i hope thats not?? what i meant for it to come off as ?? its just hes got alot of emotions is all and needs to stable them and keep them centered and not all over

[syntheticmemories-blog1]

Nora is the type of person who tries to collect just about every flower she sees while walking.

[s0undless-blog1]

LOVER

love is another concept nicolas doesn’t understand. he’s seen worick have these customers and not just worick but other people, he’s seen married couples lives diminished due to falling inlove with someone else, a lover some people would call them – a secret one.

his father ONCE loved his mother, she was ONCE alive– but according to him she’s dead. they were lovers. his idea of love seems to revolve around death and dismay– he’s scared to fall inlove, truth be told.

he’s scared someone completely new coming into his LIFE and loving him– finding out the things he’s done the things he will do and LEAVE. he couldn’t cope actually, he’d absolutely lose his mind. whoever nicolas loved would have his devotion and trust– have him. he thinks he’s a monster but he’s much more than that.

he’s loving, caring, attentive, protective, he’s just hurting but oh lord help whoever falls for him and has him crashing back. he’ll hurt so good.