2h
I think the thing I hate most is now when I go antiquing or to any little shop with knick knacks I'll see things and immediately be like "oh hey the person that collects cows (or German shepherds, or songbirds, or or or-) would absolutely love to see a picture of these things I better take one and send it to th- oh wait never mind they're antisemitic conspiracy nuts and I'm no longer affiliated with any of them" and then I just get sad when I'm in the middle of something that is one of the only things in my life that brings me joy anymore. I fucking hate this.
#especially cuz I was in there since the thing nearly started#and they have one of the only groups that I could reliably talk to#are there any toy or antique collector discords that are actually normal about jews that would accept a goy joining?#because it was great to be part of a community again and share the joy of these things with other people (until the masks came off)#:<#toy collecting#antiquing#thrifting
