#:naughter.

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DADE, I HAVE THINGS TO TELL BUT NOT HOME. ALSO, I AM GETTING NUGGETS.

"I AM GETTING NUGGETS", leave. ( unless they are for me. )

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Dear Naeun.

Dear Naeun,

my lovely daughter. First of all I want to apologize. I want to apologize for so many reasons. I can’t even build up to make a decent letter. I’m sorry I can’t be a good dad and that I’m not the first or second person you look for when you want to cry. I’m sorry I can’t make you laugh and make you smile whenever you need. I’m sorry I can’t hold you or … I don’t know, be more like him. Ah, I never told you this ‘cause I fear so much you’ll get mad at me. I’ll never be him in your life, I know. No one will ever be him, in my or your life. But I wish I could make you feel that ’ I need Hanbin. ’ sort of feeling? But I never managed it, did I? You’re really amazing. You are so funny and a heavy head, most times. Is it heavy head? I mean stubborn. Why do I always turn friends with stubborn people? But I’m so jealous of all your friends because I wanna be special too. Am I really writing this. I’m so gonna avoid talking about this. I want to be good. I want to make you happy and be worth of the name of ‘dad’. I really want you to feel like whenever your world is falling down that I’ll be here to catch you. I hate the fact I was never there for you, because I always wished for it. I love you Naeun, and you’re amazing. Don’t forget it. No matter the shit you hear, you’re above everyone and you’re a swaggy motherfu*cker. Haha.

love,

dade.

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✉

Message "✉" to me, i'll shuffle my itunes songs, and i'll tell you what our song is.

« Y'know LA traffic, how the city slow, she was sittin' down on that big butt bUT I WAS STILL STARIN AT THE TITTIES THOUGH!! »

                          Only -- Nicki ft. Drake, Lil Wayne & Chris Brown

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naeunne said: The truth in that statement, though. Holy heck, you deserve all the awards.

Let’s be honest here. When someone says they love another, they are meant to really mean it. And by loving, they should mean I love your bad and your good, your ups and your downs. It is true that you're not the easiest person to read. You're so hard, but that doesn't make you hard to "deal" with. I was kidding back there because I love you, iunno? Despite all the fights and silences. I've learned to wait. & I respect you and your space. So, it isn't 100% true, since I haven't deal with you but respect you instead. I hope for more years to come. Plus, let's not forget what a hard person I am to be dealt with as well. We're here together, so let's keep this, yeah?

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naeunne said: What chocolate. Who said there’d be chocolate. Okay, but now I want chocolate. One of us has to get the other chocolate, and it’s not going to be me. …Chocolate.

... Naeun, I say we go buy chocolate around 4 am. And have a moment from dad to daughter, talk about life. Like.. are you pregnant? Just kidding! But I'll pay chocolate, for both!

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Dade. Dade. Dade. Dade. -hops in place each time she says your name; abruptly stops and nods once, firmly- Welcome.

`his sight and his head follows your hop before finally stopping, laughing a little as he can’t help but to feel happy and warm with your welcome; where is the chocolate, hm?

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naeunne said: PAPIJUN MY MV IS OUT GO WATCH IT, NOW!

really? is it good? kiddin', kiddin'. how's bomi looking? and eunji? ah, they are so beautiful.