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 100 days of productivity ; 7 & 8 / 100 

11.05.2018 - ❝ the difference between shame and guilt is the difference between, “I am bad” & “I did something bad” ❞- Brene Brown

i’ve been reading a book called “The Gift of Imperfections” and it’s blowing my mind. shame is such an intense, awful emotion ; I can feel my life changing just by reading a few chapters! I want to start sharing important highlights that are changing my life, if it can help anyone, then i’m all for it! ♥

[monxcular]

A NOTE FOR ALASTORS

I'm open to pretty much any dynamics you'd feel comfortable with! I take each version of the muse as their own thing-- especially since y'all have such unique takes on the Radio Demon. I'm here for all of them!

If you'd prefer a found family kind of dynamic-- I am HERE for it. It's my go-to and personal preference. I do not see it as infantalizing Niffty-- though I understand the apprehension. Adults can have dynamics like this too, especially ones who still need guidance in life [or in this case, death]. Plus I love the concept of the two of them sharing mutual affection for one another, without the romantic or sexual undertones. If you are in the camp of BESTIES-- I am absolutely here for it. I once entertained the idea that Niffty owned Alastor [with the caveat that he be her best friend forever] but this was back when Season One was still airing. Recent canon has indicated he might have a soft spot for her-- and she absolutely cares about him. Again-- a dynamic founded on mutual respect and affection, even if they never really put it into words. If you'd like to explore a romantic option, I could definitely give it a go-- they're both adults. I'm not keen on a sexual relationship between the muses, and want to make that clear. I'm all for the expression of gray-asexual beans [as a demisexual myself] I've just got little interest in that aspect of a relationship with the two. If that's what you'd prefer, there's other fantastic Niffty writers out there who could give ya that, but that's not me. Please consider one of the previous options instead! Finally there's what I like to call I FOUND HER IN THE TRASH. Wherein Niffty is more of a minion/pet to Alastor. Someone who amuses him, supports him when he needs it, and makes him silly little gifts. She's like his emotional support gremlin-- a presence that calms him when he's agitated and quells the static in his mind.

If ya have your own ideas, please suggest away! These are just some of the more common dynamics I've seen in the fandom.

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100 days of productivity ; 14 & 15 / 100

16.05.2018 - “in a gentle way, you can shake the world.” Ghandi.

I have finished my biggest assessment for this semester & I feel so accomplished! I’m going to eat ice cream and potatoes haha :D  have a wonderful weekend !

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 100 days of productivity ; 9 / 100  

12.05.2018 - “The beginning is the most important part of the work.” -Plato. Coffee is also the most important part of the work, right? I have to remind myself not to go crazy on the underlining. :’) I hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend.

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 100 days of productivity ; 06/100

09.05.2018 - One of my biggest fears is to lose my native language. i try to use it as much as possible, thus the writing some notes in spanish. we’re halfway through the week ; yay !

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         100 days of productivity ; 01/100

04.05.2018 - there is a beautiful cafe called “Wild Pear Cafe“ & their lattes give me life. this cafe always gives me inspiration; I started a writing journal to keep in touch with my creativity.

[codyharassment]

Hey guys! Super sorry Ive been inactive lately. A lot of stuff has suddenly come up and I’m dealing with them at the moment! I won’t post writing and stuff like that for however long it takes to sort out a few personal issues, and then I’ll get straight back into writing! Sorry, again!