((i keep seeing opens for people im not mutuals with and it makes me....sad... like i worry a lot about things that don’t matter really in the big picture.. i just wish i had more going on. its not that i dont have muse i just cant APPROACH and when I get approached i sort of shut down??? im not super good at writing starters and its so hard being an oc with no established things with characters, im just a blank slate but im lousy at playing canon characters.... ive done a few opens but those arent really doing so well... i hate feeling so needy and whiny, ugh...
im trying to tweak my theme but im struggling on that end too, im just strugglin haha))










