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Just Another Semi-Hiatus

You can read under the cut for the Whys

  I have a shitty paranoia when I take long absences that I'll lose my place in the community and with people if I leave for too long because of a shitty incident with what I thought was a good friend and I guess being gone caused a break out in that paranoia, and not knowing how to kickstart being IC again isn't helping especially when I try to kickstart by posting quick one-liners and memes and not getting an answer or having threads dropped or partners delete/leave all together. 

  I'm not saying it's someone else's fault I feel this way - it's nobody's fault but mine - I just need to get my shit together and stop being a bitch. 

  You're all free to send IC stuff, tag me, whatever and I'll answer, but I won't be the starting person for a while because I also feel like 99% of my Roleplays are forced onto the other person and I'm just forcing people to do things I like and they don't say anything because idk maybe they feel bad for me.

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[Hello friends, I have a new laptop. Unfortunately, when my files were backed up, apparently every picture I had - GIFs, photos, icons, everything that wasn't a video or document - was lost, so I have NO icons (and I am sad because 70% of the icons I made were never uploaded anywhere so I lost them all UGH) so I have to resave my icons from where I found them. Good news: I did find that SAI and Photoshop were saved in the downloads folder so I have those back.]

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[I vow that I am still alive on this blog, all my RP's simply either haven't been responded to or I have yet to work on.]

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[I want to draw Noicle but I am very tired and sore.]

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