(( ashowofmoxxi )) ☔
send ☔ for my muses reaction to learning that your muse is never coming back
“W-wait! Mox, please I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to...I didn’t mean to say that to you. Fuck fuck fuck MOXXI PLEASE, don’t leave me!” Jack didn’t really have any good excuses for his behavior, it was his own fucked up mind trying to push her away when he wanted her closer. Fuck, he loved her.
Now she was leaving him because he couldn’t keep his dumb self in check. Instead of letting her help with his problems he had become agitated with them being brought up, stress from work and not being able to see her whenever wore him down until he snapped. He couldn’t stop from accusing her of cheating on him, from calling her some horrible names.
At first he felt his heartbreaking but then it turned into anger as all his emotions eventually did and he told her to leave, that he didn’t need her. He didn’t need anyone!
He now couldn’t do nothing but slide to the floor and hold his head in his hands. What the fuck was wrong with him? She didn’t deserve any of that and yet he had done it anyway. He refused to let himself cry or dwell on it for any longer.










