This victory tour - he had turned 16 just when it began - was stuff of nightmares. Finnick Odair, winner of the 65th Hunger Games, had been pushed towards the front of the stage in District 1, remembering vividly how he had jammed his trident into the head of the district’s girl, saw her family standing up on the stage, and swallowed.
you’re alive, his mind told him, that’s what matters you’re alivealoneactuallyhalfwaydead
His voice trembled when he spoke, and afterwards he was pulled back by his mentor, Madge hovering over him and calming him, grounding him, leading him away - except for it wasn’t away, because when he was alone in his room that night and he flipped over the light because he didn’t want more darkness there he was.
A career like Finnick, he could see this, with the same eyes that the fisherman’s son had killed once already.
lordmakeitquickrevengeisalwayssweet