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ooc; anima can now be found over here.

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ooc; so I know I kinda dipped from this blog for a couple months and the only reason I have is my muse died again, which should be no surprise haha. Anima has sadly never been a consistent muse for me, which is sad because she deserves more attention than I can give her.

sadly, I can’t foresee myself coming back soon so I’m plonking this blog on a hiatus. will I be back? who knows. my gut tells me no but you never know, my muse has died before and I’ve come back. my paine muse has been kinda kicking me a little bit and i’ve been tempted to revive her old blog but knowing my luck, she’ll die out as quickly as she came.

I have been tempted to make a mult and put Anima, Paine, The Watcher and a couple of other muses on there but I think I might be forcing it a little now. writing doesn’t seem like an interesting past time at the moment and I don’t think forcing myself will help. 

if people want to talk outside this blog/keep in contact, my discord is duskatnight#7610. I may be tempted to continue things on discord if people are comfy enough. my personal is here if people wanna follow me.

ciao for now!

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ooc; I read some old roleplays of mine and made myself sad.

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listen up folks, cause dusk is about to gush about one of her favourite people.

Kanna aka @faintvalour​ aka @praetcr​ aka @dreamesweaver​ aka I forget how many blogs you have is one of my favourite people in the world.

we have known each other for 6 or so years and met right here on good ol’ Tumblr through the ffrpc. we’ve only met twice (once at Distant Worlds & once like 3 weeks ago when I visited here) but hot damn does that not mean i don’t appreciate her any less. she is one of my closest friends and i love her a lot okay. 

i also admire Kanna in a lot of ways. she’s a completionist, something of which i envy cause Yevon knows I don’t have the patience for that, she’s rather good with Photoshop, she’ll stand up for what she believes in, very confident even if she doesn’t admit it to herself sometimes and she has a wicked sense of humour. plus, y’know, she’s really into ffx/x-2, which is a bonus. ;) after visiting her at the end of February, i also found out she has a really interesting taste in books, so i may be pilfering some ideas off of her in the future. there are not enough words to describe how much this young woman means to me, so i will just leave it at the for now.

there’s also something about her that i really enjoy that i just quite put into words. she’s a dear friend who i know will have my back and i really enjoy her company. i love the fact that we bonded over final fantasy x and x-2 and it’s made the game even more special to me, knowing that it brought us closer together. Kanna is someone who i will always appreciate and have time for and there are so many aspects of her that i love.

td;lr; Kanna’s great. i love her a lot. you should too.

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ooc; so big shoutout to @limitbreakcr​ for my new banners (you can check out my headcanon tag to see the headcanon ones)! I’ve been thinking about hopping on the bandwagon for a while now and wasn’t sure if I should make them myself or commission them. after seeing tiff’s work, I knew that I wanted to commission them. she’s done a stellar job and she was in constant communication with me throughout the entire time to give updates, check that I was alright with what she was doing, etc.

all in all, 10/10 would definitely recommend her if you want some graphics!

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me @ my own headcanon

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☄ - I’m super anxious about EVERYTHING | @revivalisms

ooc; So am I, which is partly the reason why I’m so dead on here. I can browse through your blog a bit and see if there’s anything that can be worked into a thread for Anima and Vi? Otherwise, you’re more than welcome to pop into my IMs with a simple ‘hi’. I am a dork. I’m not here to try and make you feel anxious. Let us write together.

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aura color quiz.

quiz link, and link for aura color summaries after you get your results.

Your primary aura color is: Sensitive Tan

The Sensitive Tan is the bridge between the mental colors and the emotional colors. Their auras are a combination of both a light tan color with a light blue band next to it that encircles the body. Their personalities are a subtle combination of the mental Tan qualities as well as the emotional Blue qualities.

Your secondary aura color is: Logical Tan

The Logical Tan has a light tan-colored band that encircles the body and is usually kept tightly drawn to it. Logical Tans are very logical and analytical. They choose to methodically process every step, from one through ten. Logical Tans are very practical, security-conscious and have a tendency to keep their feelings to themselves.

tagged by: @revivalisms​ tagging: you.