#;outofwar

[thcwatcher]

> me having every intention of doing my drafts on here & picking things up again at some point.

> also me:

i know i shouldn’t be sorry for how long it takes me to do drafts on here, but i do feel like i owe some sort of explanation as to why i haven’t been around for a bit.

it’s nothing bad. nobody has died, i haven’t gotten sick or anything like that. but i feel rather uninspired to be here. i think that’s in part to me roleplaying on anima again and i’ve found i’ve had a lot more muse & motivation than i originally anticipated. plus with me working full time, going to the gym & various activities outside of tumblr, i’ve found myself with a lot less time than i had before, which has certainly impacted my motivation to be on any blog.

that’s not to say that the borderlands fandom hasn’t been great, cause it has, but it feels a lot harder to get anything going here than it does in the ffrpc. people bring so much life to these characters and i absolutely love it! however, i know that’s partly my fault that interactions might be so limited/sparse cause i have a hard time reaching out to people to start things. people do come and go quite frequently here and it does kind of put me off reaching out in case they disappear after a couple of times and i’m right back at square one again. 

i also do want to be here, but the tiny little watcher voice/muse inside me has just gone quiet again. she’s still there, but not as vocal. i also don’t want to put this blog on a hiatus but i feel like i might need to? to try and step away and get some perspective. having two muses has made me realise that i’m terrible at managing multiple rp blogs. if i bring one back, the other one fizzles and visa versa.

[thcwatcher]

tap that like button for a starter! mutuals only.

[thcwatcher]

ooc; on the off chance anyone still follows this blog and wants to interact with the watcher again, they can now be found on my multimuse, here.

[thcwatcher]

ooc; friendly reminder that my meme tag never expires.

you wanna send me something? wanna start a thread but not sure how? bored and want to do things?

send a meme! i’m pretty sure i’ve got ones in there from like 3 years ago, so you wanna send one? do the thing!

[thcwatcher]

ooc; Part of me really likes the idea that the reason why The Watcher wears the helmet/mask like she does is because the red visor part of it helps her see because she’s partly blind & colour blind. And the reason why she has the title of ‘The Watcher’ is because she can see glimpses of the future, but at the cost of her sight. It wouldn’t be totally gone, but these glimpses have made her partially blind and colour blind to some extent. The redness of her visor counterbalances her colour blindness to some extent (she wouldn’t be 100% with colours) and helps to improve her vision. Kinda like glasses.

But I think that might be reading into things a little bit too much so I’m not gonna make it a headcanon on here. 

[thcwatcher]

tap that like button for me to hop into your IM’s to plot! mutuals only.

[thcwatcher]

rules: tag 9 people you’d like to get to know better

tagged by: @origami-assassin​

tagging: whoever wants to do this. seen this around but not been tagged? take it from me!

top 3 favorite ships: I’m going to try and do this in Borderlands cause otherwise this could go so many ways. The Watcher/Zarpedon, Lilth/Roland & Jack/Nisha lipstick or chapstick: Chapstick last song: Irresistible by Blair St. Clair last movie: Avengers Endgame currently reading:  The Rapture by Liz Jenson

[poppedintowatch]

//Hoping to actually be on here after class. If anyone wants a starter hit the like button or shoot me an ask. If by some chance you already have a starter in mind go ahead and write it and tag good Ole Uncle War in it and I'll get to it when I'm back.//