a little moment of honesty; it's been a bit difficult for me to be on here and feel safe and enjoy my time on helena, i still love her and want to continue writing her, but i have had some extremely uncomfortable interactions on here in and out of roleplays in the past several months that frankly left me feeling disgusted, unhappy, and self conscious. if i ever randomly talk or rant about weirdos or creeps in the rpc, then i encountered most of them here, and it's making me second guess how i write helena: she's a "bitch" if i'm too serious, she's "an easy piece of meet" if i let her be casual and flirty. it really sucks. don't worry. i'm okay. this is also not a vague post, it's my discomfort with misogyny in rpc and fandom. i'm constantly reevaluating my boundaries, cutting out weirdos from my mutualship and finding mutuals who are amazing and respectful, trying to maintain my joy and love for writing and huntress in other ways, trying different things to inspire myself to be back here, and most importantly, i understand my safety, my comfort, my discomfort, and my negative experiences & feelings are all mine to handle. i thank you all for your patience and for being your lovely selves, and for letting me get to know you and your muse, as well write with you 🩵
psst: to my shipping partners, i'm sorry if i'm out of it. i absolutely treasure you and your muses, it just might take me some time before i feel comfortable writing helena in romantic contexts again. i'm actively trying between giving myself space, experimenting via other characters, reading comics and fanfics to refamiliarise myself with helena's flirtier side, and dipping my toes back into the water again. i hope my clarification clears up any doubts, my replying speed is never an indication of interest 🫂 long live huntress nation, sappho's bravest soldier 🥳














