The first word that comes to my mind is "grateful". Probably it's because it's really similar in sound to "graceful", and even though I've never been allowed to see you perform I always figured you out to be the most graceful thing my mind can imagine. But then, once again... Thinking about you, I'm graceful for everything. I'm grateful towards the fate, for making me meet you. I'm grateful to you, for accepting me even though I'm just like... this. I'm grateful for you, for always protecting me. I'm grateful for giving me hope. I'm grateful for loving me. As for now, I wouldn't be able to step forward for even one day knowing you're not there anymore. Thank you, for everything.