I literally had the most terrifying dream I've ever had in my entire life and so I'm going to write it out because even though I wanna forget it and go back to sleep I can't. So it started and I was at this wedding in this really really nice hotel. It was I think the reception and the hotel was beautiful. It was victorian style I believe but if wasn't old and I know it wasn't old because the girl who got married was bragging because she got in first and was the first to get married there. Anyways, for some reason the girl who was celebrating the wedding somehow was mutual friends with the people who used to tease me in middle school. Keep in mind I have absolutely no clue who the bride, groom and their family was but I knew those other people. So I'm sitting at a table in the room and I get a phone call from my girlfriend (who doesn't need to be disclosed but who is my real girlfriend) and I'm like shit I should probably go call her back so I step outside if the room for a moment to call her back. As soon as I step out of the room, ofcourse there's no reception, so I walk a little down the hall so that i could find some eyes down on my phone the whole time not noticing where I was going. Then I hear my mom call me (who i assume was at the wedding but i I didn't see) and said the bride wanted to take a picture with me and so I looked up and noticed that I was definitely not In the same hallway anymore. When I looked up it looked like A scene out of silent hill. The walks were completely deteriorating,everything wAs neglected and broken down and such. It was so different then before. There were either nurses or maids running past the halls around me and one was carrying a big trash can and the other towel, they looked absolutely terrified. And when i say terrified I don't mean like scared I mean terrified for their lives. I turned around to face the way they were going, to see where they were going but they had disappeared. So I was back to checking doors in this deteriorating hallway to try and find the room. Ofcourse every door I checked opened to a fear of mine. One was self harm, one was hanging, one was being alone, but the very last one was worst of all and the reason I'm crying as I write this right now at 4:32 in the morning. The last door id tried to open was where the wedding was suppose to be. But it wasn't a double door like the wedding doors were it was like a normal hotel door. When I tried to open it, it was met with a jiggling handle and I let go.There was a little girl around 4or 5 years old. She looked like me a a little kid curly red hair and everything. She came out of one of the rooms with her mother. The girl was begging her mother to go to the hospital but her mother told her no and kept telling her no almost yelling at her, she almost looked like a pagent kid or a pagent kid in training. She was wearing an all white dress with rhinestones and glitter on the top and a whit tutu on the bottom. The little girl didn't cry though but she kept saying she didn't feel good. Ofcourse watching this as me I tried to say "hey maybe she doesn't feel good" the little girl looked at me with a tiny smile as blood poured out f her mouth. Like she was throwing it up successfully staining and ruining her white dress. And I kept telling the mother and screaming at her that this was not okay. She needed to go. And the mother turned to me and screamed "leave my baby alone!" And threw something at me. I forget what it was, it looked the blood but I'm really not sure, who I was in the dream didn't wait for who i was in real life to see. I turned to run away and as I was leaving I saw a nurse/maid again running that direction pushing a cart with a big gray trash bin on it. She had the same look of terror on her face, That was when I woke up. I know that this is something you all don't want to read so early/late but I found it really helped to write it out. Please forgive me and if anyone has any ideas on what it could mean, inbox me please. Thank you so much.
