since we on the topic of ATA most of you know she was a Beast to write like i had to wrestle out of her maw i had to wrestle her out of my mind i had to wrestle my mind out of her. some parts of her to write genuinely felt like trying to pop out a cartridge out of a rifle. i haven't come back to her since i posted her because she's a beast but bringing my eyes on the page again
yes, there are parts i loved to write. i did. she wasn't all the crushing vise i remembered her as... of course not. oh of course not...
















