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[idontgottatellyoucrap]

I've created a new tag

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I have one for ypu actually I'll put it in the tags of this vro

But its very accurate cause when you give us the much needed food Im like this fuck ass pic

[saltyryo]

Why can’t people be happy for me? I’ve reached my goal and all they can say is that I don't deserve it? I got a scholarship for a reason. How dare they say I’m switching schools because “I am not getting enough attention from boys” or “I don't deserve it because I’m not a 4.0 student in advanced classes”. 

My new school scouted me for who I was and the things I have done. Grades and school is hard for me and it’s difficult when people don't understand. Why do grades define who we are? 

B-C grades on the report card, “Oh you will never make it into collage” 

I’m proud of my art. So I label myself as an Artist, “Oh that will never help you in life or make money” 

I have an internship at the LA zoo. I had a 13 week course of just learning about zoology and let me tell you IT WAS SO STRESSFUL. Way more stressful then school because I had 3 midterms and a final and if I didn't get a 90% or higher I will be kicked out of the program. After the program, I get to work freely in the zoo educating people about wildlife and animals. But the difference is that I love it.

I am a writer. My narrative skills are better then my essay skills! Thus, I have a different writing style from the other kids. “Only the lucky become famous writers” 

I am very athletic. I did many sports when I was younger, but one stood out to me. Softball. Lots of people make fun of me for doing this sport... with the term ‘dykeball’... and thus I was picked out for the sport scholarship. They want me on their team. And it feels good to be wanted. I have never in my life felt so happy that people want me in their life. 

So for the people who are picking on me. Shut up. Just why bother? It doesn't make sense when instead of encouraging me, You talk crap about me and discourage me. Everyday, I cry home. You are just SO mean mainly emotionally... just the words you spit out behind me. Useless, dumb, nobody, attention seeker, loner. And you people used to be my friends. 

The reason why they are effecting me so much is that they don't understand that I see me future at that school not my current school. New opportunities, new people and new education. So I got to my goal, but why are they not happy for me?

[kv42]

but @ “why” anon

a more masc figure - bc dysphoriadysphorisahsdyshphrica dysphorcia

a deeper voice - same

a bigger wardrobe - bc i wear three thigns and ffeel trapped and judged

motivation - bc i cant do shit i cant even do things i like and im absolutely going to fail in life with an attitude of ‘shit oh well’ and ‘nah im not gonna leave my bed today’

[kv42]

ive had a headache for three years

[kv42]

29 31 84

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

no.

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

ooh yes a lot

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

answered