Growling Suggestion Edition
‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’|| @wrathbound
“Hm? Why would you think otherwise ? Have I done something to illustrate I do not ?”
Trust was a complex area when it came to Kikyou. It varied based on different aspects of her life and to various degrees. For instance, at work, she trusted or had to trust the healthcare professionals she worked with. If she did not, then certainly she would experience burnout and she would be overwhelmed. Granted it was not freely given, it was still some form of trust..even if she found herself reviewing certain orders or actions taken.
In her personal life..trust was very difficult to earn or obtain. The last person she opted to trust and let in, severed any desire to allow anyone close ever again. They ruined and broke her trust in people, in love and achieving certain desires. Why would this life be any different from her past life ? Mh.
It was not that Kikyou did not want to trust others, but a lifetime of self reliance and a horrible experience makes the act very challenging. She was guarded to say the least. However, ever since arriving in Devildom, there has been some noticeable changes. At least she thinks there are upon self reflection. Being among demons and angels..somehow was helping her more..than humanity. Devildom was slowly unwinding the perpetual tension both physical and figurative, in a way the human realm never did or could.
As for Satan, she did trust him. Kikyou had no reason to question her academic abilities or even intentions to learn more after hours. He was a demon and while..there was some initial wariness given that she was also a priestess, it was easing over time. On a professional and even on a friendship type basis, she thought she trusted him. His company was refreshing and their conversations deep, intriguing and informative. Just as he enjoyed learning about the human body, Kikyou was also fascinated with learning more about Devildom, the Celestial war and so on. So with his question, the woman was perplexed.
“I do trust you.”











