So probably for a while, there will be more angst than usual as evidenced by the drabbles yesterday or fluff. There is no inbetween but extremes at this point hah. It kinda helps me. Kik may also be more snappy and emotional as I work through my feelings.
I lost someone this week and it sucks that I couldn’t attend their funeral yesterday except via online. I am still processing the loss I suppose as it was sudden and it is still sad but..that’s life. I just wish I could miraculously teleport from country a to country b..but it is what it is.
I already was selective with threads but now more so, just until I have the energy to address others. I’d say I’d take a hiatus but writing helps me tbh--not writing makes my mood worse. I live alone ._. so writing is a way of connecting with others in a sense--a full blown hiatus will not help
Point is--if Kik appears to be a bit ooc, that’s on me :’) But at the same time, she is human and has her range of emotions which she usually hides. Now, they’ll be more visible. I am very tired but I already slept so much throughout the day and after work. So mmk I’ll be around/lurking.