#{ final post }

[ask-october-fox]

The October Fox

[joezy27]

"Clint, let me help you. I trade on your name. What kind of you would I be if I didn't help ?"

HAWKEYE - Kate Bishop & Clint Barton

All-New Hawkeye #6 (2016)

Marvels Avengers - Future Imperfect (2020)

Hawkeye - 1x5 - Ronin (2021)

[aj-luvsu08]

Tumblr Boy

One of the best decisions I ever made this year was downloading tumblr on January 2nd 2026.

Thank you to every boy on this app who reminded me that I’m not the only person like me.

I truly believe this is a special place like no other, with the greatest community of boy bloggers, and for that reason it’s been a pleasure getting to know all of you.

The world has other plans for me during this upcoming year, and i’ll be off to new things.

By the time this has uploaded, I will be logged out indefinitely.

Until we meet again :)

Sincerely,

- AJ

[solivantkatb]

OOC

Hi everyone. This is my final post on here. I’m really sorry, truly. I hate to leave you all but I’m really done with everything in my life. I won’t delete everything on here but I won’t be posting anymore; even if I do come back it will be a while. I’m knee deep in quite a few issues in my life and I don’t have the motivation to keep up with anything anymore. My disorders are overall consuming my life and it’s hard to keep up with everything.

Once again, I’m very sorry, I love you all.

Thank you all for 100 followers.

[overthinkingao3]

hi everyone,

i said in my intro post that this blog would have a finite lifespan, and i think it’s now time for this blog to end.

thank you for giving me the space and grace to put down all my thoughts. i’ve loved reading everyone’s comments and realising i’m not alone in thinking or feeling the way i do.

it’s also been really interesting being challenged by perspectives other than my own, so thanks to everyone who was brave enough to disagree with me.

one thing this blog has shown me is that people experience fandom very differently. this blog isn’t meant to be a guide to how fandom ought to work, or a list of things you need to know before posting. a lot of these posts are simply me trying to articulate patterns, feelings and things i’ve noticed, because it helps me process them and feel a little less alone.

so for anyone who has stumbled across this blog and come away thinking fandom sounds impossibly complicated - i promise it isn’t. fandom is meant to be fun first and foremost!

i’m discontinuing the blog now because, even though i’ll continue to write on ao3, i don’t want to start overthinking tumblr as well, and that’s already begun to happen. i think i’ve shared all i wanted to share, and anything else would just be variations on the same themes (or perhaps, as is the way of things, descend into more hot takes than is healthy). so i’d like to end on a high.

because of that, i won’t be posting any further updates or interacting with this blog any more.

also, just a final thing -

the post about “writing for ourselves and posting for others” seems to have resonated with quite a lot of people, and it’s been heartbreaking reading the reblogs tags and messages (i’ve read every one), and seeing the deep longing people have for their work to be seen and, in turn, for themselves to be seen.

so, gentle reader, if no one has told you this recently -

you are seen

and you are loved

by the God who made you.

Jesus told this parable to show what God is like:

“When he was still a long way off, his father saw him. His heart pounding, he ran out, embraced him, and kissed him.” (Luke 15:20)

[Prodigal Son by Charlie Mackesy]

[rinstumblertrashbin]

Anon questions are now disabled. Final post for now: it’s fucking wild that I got rape and death threats over being annoying about someone sexually harassing and drawing rape art of people. But I shouldn’t be shocked. Isaac, unlike you, I don’t fucking spread pain and misery around me because I’m angry. I do my best drawing my art to make others’ day. You and Vlad on the other hand are so willing to throw your careers in the bin and for what?

People being big meanie heads to you online? Oh boohoo! I have been told to kill myself by MULTIPLE people for less and faced ACTUAL transphobic deadnaming campaigns because I was “running away from accountability”. I’ve dealt with men wanting to violate my body SOLELY for me being a rape survivor. I’ve been blackmailed and forced offline and silenced by my abusers. I’m still alive.

And you’re mad that I told you to end it ONE TIME because you drew sexual art of someone’s OC? You’re pathetic, truly. SPINELESS. I never would have stooped as low as you two, even at my most mentally ill and insane. Wanting to rape and kill rape victims? You both are 30 years old and yet will live with your trauma and lust instead of moving on from it. You’re honestly far worse than Sugar/Buttons. AT LEAST HE’S NOT BOTHERING ANYONE RIGHT NOW. You don’t give a shit about therapy or self growth. You call me a worm, yet you used to be a commentator yourself. I feel no pity, nor sympathy for your predicament. Continue to spiral and harass people like the sociopathic, paraphilic, radqueer monsters you are. Karmic justice will eventually have its share for you both.

I couldn’t give less of a shit if either/both of you disappear. And frankly, if you did, the world would be better off without you wannabe rapist sex pests.

[chaotic-inaturalist-images]

'final' post

Hi. So, a few people might've noticed that I haven't posted anything in a while, and I thought I'd just post a "last" post to clarify where I've gone, and why

The first reason is partially that I ran low on good inat posts to use for this blog, but the other reason is that I lost interest in it.

The biggest reason, however, is because every time I would log on I was inundated with an extreme feeling of guilt from the sometimes 60+ messages from either people in Palestine or people trying to profit off of the horrific situation there. I couldn't possibly verify, donate to, and reblog all of them, and that gave me a horrible feeling every time I logged on. I will continue to support the people of Palestine in every other way that I can, and I will keep boycotting in my daily life (No Thanks! is a good app to make it a lot easier btw if anyone is interested), but I just couldn't keep up with this.

Because of that, I just stopped even logging onto this account and all of my blogs associated with it. The final nail in the coffin was my girlfriend leaving tumblr for other personal reasons, at which point I just really had no reason to continue to use this account.

I'll still leave my blogs up, especially this one, as people have told me that they enjoyed it. There will be 3 more posts that I scheduled a long time ago that I don't see a point in deleting: one on Halloween, one on Save a Spider Day, and one on Trans Day of Visibility. If anyone wants, feel free to start your own blog with this gimmick (you were free to do that anyway, I can't control what you do). Thank you for everything, goodbye.