#{i'm good.}

[oathkeeperslight]

Ohayo everyone! Happy... uh... Friday? Yes, Friday. I couldn't remember for a second what day it was. 🙃 ANYWAYS, I hope you all have a good weekend and that today goes smoothly for you!

[jelly-as-in-grape-concord]

the rot..... THE ROT!!!!!!

[manybrokenquills]

girl give me a mp3 player over a phone ANY DAY I will upload songs onto it using a library computer and walk around the closest city with earbuds and NO map

[dubiousdisco]

category five event: been missing my grandma and her lil soft hands that nobody else has or will ever have and my sister sent me a video i haven't seen of het wishing happy birthday to my nephew. feel like shit i just want her back (my grandma)

[bloodsalted]

well that was creepy af..

// okay back! just took the garbage out, too. and there was a damn cacophony of howls soon as i reached the end of my driveway and started going towards the trashcan. like a handful of different ones all going crazy and i never heard that before in like the 15+ years i've been here.

needless to say? that creeped me tf out. but not as much as when they went dead silent soon as i was back to my sidewalk into my courtyard.

yeah that's when i sped up a lil.

[ketchup112]

Day and my birthday week were pretty weird. Starting off with the positives, I got a lot of cool presents, mostly socks. I like socks. I got two stuffed animals. One is a banded in a Pokémon. Eat my favorite foods on my birthday. So that was super. I get to learn about singing and voice acting too. And how to practice deep breathing exercises? So that was fun. Finally got my booster shot. Finally! Weird part I. Felt like I wasn't eating right, and I gave myself a panic attack because of that. I'm over it. I'm OK.

But this is sort of melancholy. I went to a funeral with my grandmother. In before I got my shot, my grandfather called me about my aunt dying. Mindset of thinking I'm sorry. Operating the day, I was born, my life. Pretty much. And I realized that I'm counting down the years that I would also leave this world. Everything has a start, and everyone has an end. Everything will be Okulys to take this as a lesson. Also, if you're young now, don't worry about it. Eat right, exercise and try to. Live your life.

[hadjalterdoneanythingwrong]

Ha ha! I’m safe in my Jeanne-proof box, so I can ask this without worry! Ritsuka leave the room. I’ve got one last question.

Jeanne, what’s your favorite thing about your master. Be honest. No, not what you wanna say to seem cool, your real favorite thing.

...Fine.

But I don't want any of you making fun of me for it.

I don't wanna hear any of you people calling me ""cute"" or poking fun at me """having a heart after all""" or any of that shit, alright?

...The thing I like most about Ritsuka...

...

...I have to admit that this is hard. Too many things I hate about her. It sucks. She sucks. This is bullshit. This whole thing is bullshit. This is a scam, fuck the church, here's 95 reasons why—

...okay, fine, for real.

It's hard, but not because I hate everything about her.

Quite the opposite, if I'm being truly honest.

I feel like I could write 95 reasons why I actually don't hate her.

But I'm lucky you're only asking for #1.

I guess if I had to pick just one thing, it would probably be that she actually understands what I'm about.

...Every day of my life is a cycle of people looking at me. Pointing at me. Speaking of me in whispers, and sometimes even shouts, but never directly toward me.

Always calling me things. Always referring to me as a "witch", or a "weeb", or a "tsundere", or a "big tiddy goth gf". Never in a positive light.

I am just one of Chaldea's biggest jokes.

And I'm not going to say I particularly care.

It's been this way since the day the grail spat me out like one of those stupid prank jellybeans. Logically, I should be used to it by now.

...But Ritsuka is the only person I know who has ever looked at me and truly seen just what's hiding underneath all this... "edge".

And never once has she laughed at it.

And never once has she tried to run from it.

And never once has she ever looked away.

And, even though I may claim to not care about being but a simple joke to everyone else...

...it's... nice to have someone who sees me differently.

Someone who is even willing to partake in the chaos that follows with each step I take.

...You know, when I told her that I would have her join me in the pits of Hell, she laughed.

I never asked about it then, but it bugged me for a while.

I thought she was like the others... but one day I did ask her.

And she laughed again, but... when she saw the look in my eyes, all she said was,

"...I'm sorry.

I just couldn't help but think about all those poor bastards down there having to deal with both of us."

...and... that was probably the first time I'd ever laughed with her.

...

...So there you go, you bastard.

Hope you're happy.

Hey Jeanne is it safe to come in ye—

NO.