@ofkngs || Yukwon and Junya || Prompt here "The problem is you keep trying to use your eyes"
Junya’s lips parted in reflex, fully prepared to respond, yet, no sound came out. She closed her mouth while her amber hues stared at her ex-fiancé for several minutes. The sound of her own racing heartbeat managed to jar her from her spirling thoughts of the past. “Yukwon--,” Junya paused to collect herself while a somber expression crossed her face. “I use my eyes because my mind and heart are blind,” She explained, yet avoided stating ‘especially when it comes to you’. Clearing her throat, she continued on, “They have both been led astray too many times. What about you?” She asked, taking a few steps back to give herself some breathing room. She always felt light-headed when in the presence of her ex. “You overthink everything or perhaps not thoroughly enough. You only thought of yourself when you--” Again the words froze and weighed down her tongue. She couldn’t bring herself to say ‘when you killed yourself’. Bringing a shaking hand up to place against her chest, she tried to calm herself. The last thing she wanted to do was cry in front of him. “Using my eyes has protected me when I had no one else.”