#|headcanon|ryusei

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Ryusei Headcanon

Ryusei hasn't learned how to control it and has yet to learn fully that he has it, but he has something similar to IED. He will have moments of suddenly losing control of his thoughts and instead feeling a heightened sense of anger.

In these times, he will often try to push everyone away because the fact that he can't control it or recognize when it happens (unless told afterward) terrifies him. He knows the outbursts have a chance of becoming physical, and the idea of hurting anyone he cares about or someone he loves terrifies him more than anything else he could name in the world.

Even after, he still feels extra guilt from the behavior and, as such, will question why anyone still sticks around him. Especially if they have been on the receiving end of an outburst in any way.

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📂📂 Ryusei

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📂Ryusei's fear of dogs comes from a time when he was a little kid. Him and Kojiro had been out past curfew one night while just walking around the neighborhood, when they had heard some gunshots followed by screeching tires sounding like it was coming towards them. As a result, they took off into the closest yard, ending up being a backyard with an unleashed dog who didn't appreciate strangers on the property. This ended up with them running down the road away from the dog while it chased them for the next block before returning home. Since that day, he's had a fear of dogs and of them doing the same.

📂The black piece in his hair only comes from him wanting to be different in his family. Most of his family talked down on delinquents, even when they heard stories of ones that were good (such as Shinichiro), so when he decided to be one, he changed his look in order to fit in more and show his family that if they didn't like it, they didn't have to be around. This ended up with him only ever speaking with his mother, the rest of his family only coming around when necessary.