I don't know what I am. Am I 1? 2? 3? 9? If I can make the voices shut up by not thinking about them, are they really here? Or are my thoughts just voiced differently depending on their contents? Those voices confort me quite a bit, tho they can also hurt me accidentally. So I am at least pretty sure that they aren't *just* thoughts. I just don't know what they are and this creates an itch in the back of my mind that I can't scratch. Maybe I am somewhere between a singlet and a system, i don't know, i don't know