Jul 3, 2025
𝚒 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎.
𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎.
#✧ meows#i dealt with offline and online grooming at a much younger age. i'm still younger than a lot of people in the radqueer community..#i like to think my experiences made me smarter about these sort of things. but i also know not everyone will listen to me.#just like how i ignored people who tried convincing me to leave my groomer when i was getting sexually exploited online.#now i'm suck with this constant fear of knowing my pictures are out there. he's out there. i didn't report him.#i feel constant soul crushing guilt knowing he's probably victimizing someone else because i didn't speak out.#it really is the same cycle over and over again. isn't it?