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I think ive gone fucking insane ive done nothing but watch rug cleaning videos for the past 30 minutes (or longer I don't even know)

I haven't been productive I hate this

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ohmygodohmygod I have an acting showcase and a dance audition signup and 2 band gigs my life is fucked at this point just make me homeless im on the road leading there anyway fuck everything WHY do I not prefer something better like idk.... lucrative busines...s..........

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hmmm what joke do I crack today hmmmm hm hm hm hmmmm I COLLECTED MORE GYPSUM YIPPEEEE !!!

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thr apples really seem like theyy want to eat me right now gius like idk about yall but.....................

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I can do this I can do my work on saturday I must I must I must

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walking through the gates of school in shame at the ripe time of 1:31 pm is so so so embarrasing

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I love being an idiot chud who has current overdue summative assignments that I will get a 0 on and will get my report card tanked for it

I have no snese of urgency

I am so horrible

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what do I even do with my life now

I have overdue assignments that contribute to my grade

I have a lot of media that I want to start consuming but I never get around to actually doing it

I have hobbies that I want to start but I never start doing them

I want to make music

I want to practice music

I want to read

I want to watch

what do I even do now?