STONE BENCH AND GYPSUM💍💍

chromium. electroplated. wheelsm wheels cjromoim CHROMIUM ELECTROPLATED WHEELS hi giys I like MUSIC and gypsum and dust and graphite and oil-based ink and stone benches and tea and your mother

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*real* Intro Post

I am ray !!!! or whatever else you would like to call me ! they/she/he/sei !

Please excuse my unfunny jokes and the occasional meaningless self-hate rant posts I may write !I! I never intended for this blog to be seen by other people so I am unsure as to why I am writing an introduction but oh well. It will encounter some use eventually. I am simply too Cool and EPIC for my Awesome blog to go unnoticed. Haha. (im actually a fuckibg loser

Thanks for coming !!

my tags:

#&& = a post I made or a reblog that I put some tags on

#ray's life = I don't know what to call this one

#the apple dictatorship = ......are you sure you want to know?

#my dear friend = my best best friend in the whole world we love eachother im obsessed with friendship

sideblog I guess? @4123wewewe

my favourite colour is 967096 ! !

I should probably use some html on this thing I want a more beautiful blog(? is this even a blog?)

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"it cannot be that deep" I am raking my nails on my arms to inflict pain to distract me and holding back my tears and rage just because you couldn't obey a simple request not to touch my hair and you did it anyways to see what reaction it would inflict out of me

I'm disgustingly easy to get a reaction out of and having a meltdown due to seemingly inconsequential things is so absolutely hilarious for you to watch but I am not a lab rat in a cage I do not exist for you to prod me until I provide an acknowledgement in return that you can observe for your own amusement

It seems stupid to you and you can't possibly consider why something that doesn't upset you upsets me because you think there's only one archetype of accepted human and one way you can act because anything else is rejected and invalid and wrong

empathy shouldn't be restricted to those you can predict or know something about because you can't put yourself in the shoes of a type of person you don't even believe exists

I know all of the above is true but I still hate myself for being so weak in comparison to others, I am so sensitive, I am so easy to bother, So pathetic, always overwhelmed, always filled with anxiety, never truly happy without external judgement

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[4123wewewe]

you know what I'm going to be SO positive on my main ha ha hahaha I'll never have to use this I don't use it anyway

anyways...man I keep oscillating between wanting a horrifically thin ed and wanting to be muscular and strong goddammit I have to PICK ONE

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guys I might be the GOD of tiến lên (I won 3 times in one hour.. )

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MY GODLY STATUS HAS TRULY BEEN ACHIEVED TODAY. 3 TIMES IN 35 MINUTES

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4 TIMES IN 39 MINUTES

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5 TIMES IN 49 MINUTES

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I LITERALLY AM THE GOD I PLAYED WITH MY FRIENDS TODAY AFTER EATING LUNCH AT SCHOOL YES YES IM GOOD ENOUGH TO WIN WITH THEM I'M TRULY VIETNAMESE #ILOVETIẾNLÊN #CULTURALAPPROPRIATION #IMVIETNAMESENOWDOYOUGUYSACCEPTMEICANPLAYCARDSREALLYGOODNOW

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ohmygodohmygod I have an acting showcase and a dance audition signup and 2 band gigs my life is fucked at this point just make me homeless im on the road leading there anyway fuck everything WHY do I not prefer something better like idk.... lucrative busines...s..........

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I am genuinely the one (1) person in my class that doesn't use chat gpt at all in any way WHAT

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they all never get caught and openly admit their use of it btw

at most 2 people got caught last time

I don't want to suffer and do this abominable amount of work

and I have to do more than everyone else because I don't use ai

but I don't want to

and yet I have to

because my school wants such a high output ever since they increased the amount of summatives mandatory and the teachers give us 0 class time and 2 weeks at home only to work on a massive research project that counts to a lot of the final grade

0 class time

0 class time

I don't want to be forced to work so insanely hard for nothing

but that's what I have to do

I fucking hate it

I hate school

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my friends are calling me weird again for not using it

they said that I'm way too extra and that I need to calm the fuck down

and I really feel wrong sometimes

even though this is right

even though I'll feel absolutely horrible if I use it so I don't

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hmmm what joke do I crack today hmmmm hm hm hm hmmmm I COLLECTED MORE GYPSUM YIPPEEEE !!!

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thr apples really seem like theyy want to eat me right now gius like idk about yall but.....................

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sp fucking ugly not even a filter can save me

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I love you dangun wangom please notice me I'm your biggest fan I know everything about your arg everything

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imsofuckigj dcared im so fucking scared im so fucking scared imsofuckingscared

[imjunebitch]

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Anybody else have no idea how their personality is perceived by others? Like am I nice? Am I mean? I have no idea.

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When people tell me stuff about me I literally think about it nonstop for 3-5 business days.

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A coworker casually said “everyone else likes you” (because one coworker was mad at me) and I was for real like ????everyone likes me??????

[do-not-u-dare]

”Explain yourself” followed by “stop making excuses” has always baffled me because the fuck you think explaining myself is????

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I can do this I can do my work on saturday I must I must I must