#&. talks

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it took a minute before the dialing had stopped, grasping his phone tighter as he was sure his fingertips turned white        ; blurring out the first thing that came to mind.

  ❝ I don’t know why I’m calling you..       I just really needed to hear your voice. ❞

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❝ Would you be scared of yawning if it meant     that every time you did yawn a ghost would     be shoving it's dick down your throat? ❞

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 [ recklesseeker ]

     Jamie had been out all day, only going home for lunch      twice that day. But when he finally was off and had time      to sleep       ; like he's been desiring through out the      whole day, he suddenly felt like going out and drink      until he couldn't stand straight anymore and people      would worry about his health. The thought being to      tempting, just made the male hop into the shower to      get ready for a long night of sweat, dancing and drinks.

     Only an hour or so later, the male was already strolling      down the street quiet and empty streets, making his way      into the first club he spotted as he was totally not picky to      where he went as long as it was full of people, booze and      musing. It was a pretty nice place as well, bodies grinding,      fists pumping into the heated air as their bodies made an      insane heat inside the building together. Pushing through      the crowd, Jamie just needed to get to the bar, plopping      down on one of the stools as soon as he got to it. Bumping      his shoulder quite roughly into another body, quickly made      the male react and go in for an apology. But once he realized      who that head of curls and emerald orbs belonged too, he      he rolled his eyes as he turned away from the frame. It was     Harry, out of all people he had to bump into that living dickhead!

                                                                  ❝ Fuck me...       ! ❞

     He just hoped for the sake of his good mood      that the other wouldn't react to him. Though      the shock of seeing the other male, made him      forget what he exactly wanted to drink which     already was enough to let Jamie's mood drop.

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          "I don't get why it's so hard for some people            to admit that they have masturbated before?            I just walked past these two chicks, and one            who I assume was around the age of 24,            was scared to admit it. Kinda sad."

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               jamie exhaled softly, tugging at the sleeves of his                sweater as he passed the floor. he was nervous                and maybe also a little intoxicated, but the nerves                were quite dominant over the tipsy feelings. why                was he so nervous and drunk you wonder? well,                because he was gonna tell lucas exactly how he                was feeling        ; how confused their last make                out session has left him. once the raven had                attempted to boost some confidence into                himself, he knocked on the large door made of oak. 

                                                                  "please say you don't                                                                    have time to talk or                                                                    something. i don't                                                                    think i should tell                                                                    you this already."

               he hummed to himself, balancing from one leg to                another, not able to stand still for a moment at this point. 

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     "You know, we should probably do something       crazy for once. I mean, we usually just sit       around, like lame monkeys."

                      Great way to start before dropping a question to go camping, Jamie.