May 30
Years back, I did drunkposting on facebook, and someone I went to school with messaged me, and we started chatting back and forth, catching up like. It was fine for a bit. Then during one convo, she goes 'Yanno, just because we were friends then, doesnt mean we are now'. And I'm - idk where the invisible line in my head is, but once you cross it, that's that forever, and that just got my back up. So I've never answered a single message from her since, like, I guess I don't need to reply to you since we're not friends. But she tried me again today, and it haaaas been like 2 years of her trying, and maybe I am being a tad childish and just didn't read it right or something, lol. Idk. Who even uses Facebook anymore?
#i clicked the facebook app by accident#and in the minute i i was in there#shes messaging me like#'!?... HELLO'#coulda been she just meant 'wow its been a while huh'#but idk. ive got hair trigger sensitivity so i took it the bad way#im doing therapy for rsd rn. i assume that once that's done#nothing like this will ever happen again. for definite