Thinking about "YOU" in the context of the hex (tl;dr incarnation of the idea of the player. It's hard to explain really quickly) and made the mistake of also thinking about "love like you" because GOD.
Feeling like a parasite with everyone you know and love and being unable to exist any other way. When you finally feel wanted for once in your miserable life you don't care how awful the people around you are, nor if they're just using you.
"YOU" being almost like a deity yet feeling inferior to video game characters ALWAYS makes me go CRAZY


















