Just one more go, please?
@hcvthn
Depression can be one hell of a drug, and not the fun kind...though Jia was never one to partake in them aside from alcohol. It'd become just one of those dreaded nights, one where that heavy feeling sunk into their chest like a brick and it wouldn't go away, it'd just grow steadily heavier until they'd just resort to a bar to numb it. The divorce had been hard on them, it'd been so goddamn unexpected too which doubled the pain in a way...though knowing the marriage was deteriorating wouldn't have been a cake walk either in any regard. Any way you put it the whole thing had been an ugly shit-show with nonsense at its center.
None of it mattered now, they have a great relationship with their mom who shares in the belief of pro defiant and their asshole of a dad up and vanished. Maybe it did matter. Drinking to cover these things up couldn't be healthy and Jia knew that but who had time for therapy in times like these? So once again they wandered into the Lux/Nox nightclub for just enough to get themselves drunk yet avoid the black out range. It was such a nice loud and distracting place, the bar practically calling for the brunette to take a seat on a stool which they did eagerly. "Could I get a-" The server cuts them off with a knowing smirk that Jia returns. "No need, I know your usual. Comin' right up." With a nod of thanks they settle in for a good long night.
Every once in a while their gaze flicks toward the gambling area, a place a bit dangerous for them as they tend to spend more than they should. It's not like they're lacking in finances, but drunk Jia doesn't care while sober Jia very much regrets it he next day...along with any possible hangovers. Still, it's enticing enough that they keep looking even while taking a swig of a simple lager. "Mmm..."













