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They often said heavy is the head that wore the crown, but what was it for pirates? Emerson didn’t own a Captain hat and none of the ones she did have were heavy. Roman informing her she was now in charge of runs had a sense of bewilderment threatening to take her over. Ruslan’s death while she was in Italy had been one that had been ultimately due to negligence. While Emerson had nothing to write home about with Ford, she still exhausted every favor she could.
Hell hath no fury like a Tulach betrayed.
Yet while part of her was thrilled Roman finally saw her for the capable Captain she was, she was torn. Her new responsibilities meant that Miles suffered when he had done his best in the worst of circumstances. Emerson was no Miles. While she was better at dealing with the administrative side of things, she didn’t have his sharp mind.
He ignored the Cantine for the most part. Emerson could easily find him if she put her navigational skills to good use.
Roger stayed a small distance away from her, but busied himself with a stick he found as Emerson approached the docks. Miles. She took a seat on the dock beside him, golden-brown eyes trained on the sea before her. Asking him how he was seemed stupid; normally she wasn’t so lost for words. Telling him he was stupid for taking the fall was out of the question as well.
“I’m no good at this,” she admitted. “Any of it. Feelings. Sometimes I think if I had some sort of handle on it, I can stop pushing people away.”