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*dies and reforms yet again*

YOU LITTLE- *yoinks on their feathers*

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*they harshly slap your hand*

DON’T TOUCH MY COAT BITCH

#HODoom Birdy #((you can’t get to their real feathers as they’re underneath their suit))#((BUT))#((fur on the coat))

Why does the idea of making a blog for Celine seem appealing right now...

#beethoven (ooc post)#((this doesn't mean anything))#((BUT))#((I've been watching WKM recently and))#((the woman lover in me is showing /lh))

sighs

if any gamers out here know how to download region locked apps on an iphone...lemme know

basically there's a chinese otome i REALLY WANT TO PLAY and um....region locked. prolly will be forever : " )

#ooc #((ig i could wait for Taiwan Chronicles))#((and see if i can download it t h e r e))#((but))#((fdjsklafjklasjskld;f : ''' ) ))

@litoredeem replied to your post “I should've had Mickey passing out candy.”:

riku looming......... he didn't dress up but he wants the candy damnit--

He frowns and holds the candy bowl away pointedly. No, Riku, tradition is tradition! You can help finish it off tomorrow.

#litoredeem #crackers #((mickey is a stickler for fun))#((BUT))#((HOLIDAYS ARE HOLIDAYS AND MUST BE CELEBRATED PROPERLY))#((HE WILL TAKE NO LAZINESS))

@dreams-of-fate asked : I swear to God I'll never understand how you can stand there straight and tall and see I'm crying, and not do anything at all. (The Idiots) - THE L.AST 5 YEARS (ACCEPTING)

" - I don't know what I'm supposed to do." The confession is almost WOODEN. Voice low with sorrow and clearly at a loss, his silhouette is still and frozen uneasy where he has been standing for the better half of the hour, hands clasped. Like the waters of L.otus Pier - he is smooth and glassy above the surface and rippling and torrential within. " ...You have expressed to me AT LENGTH - that you are displeased with me. But tell me WHAT I CAN DO."

Carefully he approaches her - quieter now, stiller, less like an open flame, like he could burn himself and her with him if he so much as brushed her - and reaches, tentative, to touch her shoulder. "...I don't want you to cry. I don't want you to be angry either. But I'm slow, Z.iyuan. I don't see things the way YOU do. So tell me."

#dreams of fate #((well as usual tumblr ate my j.ian f.engmian tag))#((but))#((theyr'e idiots))#𝐉𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐀𝐍 #((ok ih ad to do it anyway))#((hh))

also plotting call ig

#plotting call : careful the tale you tell. that is the spell #((idk it's th weekend hit the heart))#((i usually try to space out ooc of the more ajfsjfas;f; variety w/ this kinda post bc like...bad vibes))#((but))#((fasljfa;sljffs))#((i don't have energy to do that tODAY SO HERE THIS IS))#((don't feel obligated i'm literally just throwin this out while i still remember shhh))

@dreams-of-fate asked : 😵 - pulls my muse down in a heap (y.amg au su.bai) - TOUCH STARVED PROMPTS (ACCEPTING)

Loses his balance, not expecting the tug, and immediately crumples over him with a gasp - encasing the other into the space between his arms so that he doesn't crush him. Notices, a moment later - TOO LATE, maybe, with wide eyes, their faces hovering only inches apart - that their legs are tangled even as he's practically straddling him. Throat is suddenly dry. "...You're feeling mischievous today."

#dreams of fate #𝐁𝐀𝐈 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐅𝐄𝐈 : 高处不胜寒 #((or i sHOULD BE AMASSING A QUEUE))#((but))#((it's not like i've ever actually done that in my life HHH))

Anyway I was just in the tag looking for gifs but a post there reminded me - YEAH, A-Yao really did try to kill literally everyone in the cultivation world during the second siege, didn't he???

Like, before this point, his repertoire has mostly been...single-target murder, and yes we see in the extra chapter that he's previously "silenced" sects for his father, but...this is a whole different playing field. These are people he's personally worked with, he's personally known, he's probably liked and bonded with, to some degree, children he's seen grown up, etc. etc. And... I don't imagine that he felt good about it.

In fact, I mean, somehow this just further enforces the fact that I don't imagine he felt much about it at all. In previous cases it's already apparent that when pushed into a corner, A-Yao historically has a tendency of blacking out and stabbing someone. Which is not to excuse the stabbing, because I think he's aware of what he's doing, he's just emotionally numbed to it - but he does become detached from the action, which makes it - possible. Every corner he's pushed into in his point of view is extreme - the fact that he's even been "cornered" as he thinks of it means that he's gone through probably a long and terrible time of dealing with the circumstances patiently, quietly, and at a detriment to his own emotional and sometimes physical wellbeing.

So when he gets to that point, where he sees no way out - the situation to him is extreme enough that he has already left his body, checked out - and things that are previously literally unthinkable, in this state of detached headspace - become something that might as well happen. It's like he's giving in to the thought - the rational part of the mind that previously would've piped up at the idea to be like "that's bad, a bad idea, and not what you really want or mean, don't do that" is no longer there, and instead the rational mind just gives a half-hearted "eh."

Of course, a lot of this could've been solved some other way than the way he chose, which is uh, committing crimes. But if he ever had a reasonable conversation with anyone wherein he was honest both with himself and with the problems he might have, trying to solve said problem and not trying to be exactly what the other person wanted or found convenient in that conversation - he'd be a much more healthy and balanced person. Interestingly, all the Horrible Deeds that passed through his own hands (as in he was personally inflicting violence with his own hands - the J.in Captain, W.en R.uohan, N.ie M.ingjue, his father, etc.) occur...over a good chunk of time. Which - not a great look, given that at any time during that process he could've chosen to stop - but I do think it gives insight to the slow build and crescendo of white noise that then becomes the deafening frenzy that's the end result.

#𝐉𝐈𝐍 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐘𝐀𝐎 : 金牡丹 #headcanons : when my time is up have i done enough. will they tell your story #((i feel likek the general agreement is that i am a strange breed of apologist all my own))#((this thonk has bee nin the portrayal since august 2021 th exact month i picked him up))#((bUT))#((i only really got it into words n o w oops))#((i feel bad that i have to put n.mj on a list beside w.rh and j.gs))#((a-yao why did u have to murder him he does not deserve to be in a category w/ thse other 3))#((JFKLSA;FJSF))#((me triple reading everything to make sure nothing ends up in th tag HHH))

Anyway I was just in the tag looking for gifs but a post there reminded me - YEAH, A-Yao really did try to kill literally everyone in the cultivation world during the second siege, didn't he???

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