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[gunsatthaphan]

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↳ requested by anonymous ♡

[sunhated-a]

how were you ruined?

Ruined by apathy

You can't bring yourself to care. You hate that you cant feel what you used to be able to feel. You hate that you cant be happy. You hate that you cant bring yourself to actually hate. Your apathy has swallowed you and immersed you in a well of nothingness. You can't feel what you can't forget. You can't see what you close your eyes to. You choose to feel nothing, and you have lost everything because of it.

TAGGED BY: @kejito TAGGING: take it from me!

[seaglassdinosaur]

Did the Professor have it coming?

[dokuhai]

         𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐊𝐔’𝐒 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐒 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑, she demanded that his body be returned to Soul Society for a proper burial.  She alone had been responsible for carrying him back ----- for holding onto his blood soaked robes as tears fell from sunken eyes, her throat hoarse from screaming out his name ; calling out to him desperately, hopelessly. 

           Rangiku buried Gin outside of the 64th district in Rukongai, where they had grown up together.  Where Gin had saved her, time and time again ---- but especially on that day ; the one she would later claim as her birthday.  She chose to place his shrine near their old home ... a sun-soaked spot close to the lake they would frequent, well into their years as seated officers of the Gotei 13.  Kira Izuru accompanied her ; flowers were placed delicately upon carved stone, along with a haiku written solely for the slain captain tucked underneath.

          Another fallen captain would be buried on this day as well, by none other than Komamura Sajin and Hisagi Shuuhei.  Though no one is sure where a hollowified soul winds up after death, they too were eager to help Tōsen Kaname find peace.  Rangiku would later meet up with them, after both burials were complete, to beg for Komamura’s assistance in returning Gin’s soul, or what remained of his reishi, to the earth of Soul Society 12 years from this very day.

         Though Komamura had taken pity on her and agreed to help with the ritual to put Gin’s soul at rest once and for all, the Thousand Year Blood War hadn’t been very considerate of that promise.  After Komamura used his Humanization Technique, he lost all of his Shinigami powers and transformed into a mere wolf, unable to move forward with the Spirit Funeral Festival for both Kaname and Gin.  In his place, Kenpachi Zaraki stepped forward.

        Hollow were collected by none other than Rangiku, Shuuhei, and Izuru, and presented to Zaraki to complete the ritual 12 years after their burials. After the rituals had been complete, Rangiku thought she had found some semblance of closure.  She had buried the man she loved, and spent years mourning his death.  Though she carried his heart with her, now and forever, Rangiku had hoped that Gin’s soul would find peace.  She had wanted that more than anything.

        Two years later, Rangiku accompanied the other Lieutenants to capture hollow for the rituals that would put Yamamoto Genryūsai, Unohana Retsu, and Ukitake Jūshirō’s souls at rest.  However, all hell would break loose -----

        ... 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐆𝐈𝐍'𝐒 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋, 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐃.

                                                               ------❋------

       Distraught and utterly beside herself, Rangiku resolves herself to do everything in her power to save Gin’s soul from the depths of Hell.  Knowing that no other captains or high-ranking Shinigami would aid her in this mission  ( after all, Gin wasn’t exactly well-liked by her colleagues )  Rangiku frantically searches for AIZEN SŌSUKE, who had seemingly disappeared after the Thousand Year Blood War.  She sets aside her rage towards him in hopes of working together to save the man that they both damned, in their own separate ways.

      //  new verse !  a sunlight grave ; damned by this hell of heaven’s hold ( v. )

[encomtrio]

i hate when that feeling of burnout gets to the things that i truly love and makes me give up posting stuff and interacting with people who also love stuff that i do!!!! thats why im not really doing anything on here these days i just feel tired for some reason smh its not like its a job or anything its just a fandom blog and then boom i can’t stand being here for too long :^(

[sanctamater]

[fiovske]

why is l*am so painfully straight like. listen I get not going for certain romances or whatever but he has consistently pushed the gay ones to the side

yeppp but if you point that out l*am simps will come from the woodworks and call u b*phobic simply bc you made the mistake of pointing out that mlm rep in CR is next to nonexistent, that’s how feral they are to defend their Favourite White Man Who Can Do No Wrong.

[mitchharry]

OOOOOOOF