#(kinda-)

[isecappi]

Why do I seem to only get feelings for people I don't want to get feelings for/can't be with, but those I can be with and want to be with, I don't have feelings for or lose feelings for ;-;

[rileyh20]

h-have y-y-y-you read m-my f-f-fanfics🥺😣 *he blushes and turns away*

Unfortunately

[thedeadwritinggod]

MOREEEEEEE

Cuddle

Lila’s Pov

I’m...not entirely sure what the romantic connotation to going to someone’s house is-not this early in I don’t think.

Though they are a Rathmore-so...not a good benchmark for normalcy. Though I believe their intent is to teach me to ‘cuddle’

They pull me up to their room after a brief meeting with their mother and It is like nothing I’ve ever seen....

The place is bathed in this dusty purple glow from the stringing lights on the ceiling, poloroid pictures and sketches stuck to the walls.

Their desk is messy and thrown together-fabric and pins and their large sketchbook placed gingerly-and precariously might I add- on top- the manikin in the corner has pins sticking from every which way.

They yank me into their bed before I have time to think through everything else in their cluttered room, they get me into bed and bury their face into my chest?!!! “A-Aster?!!”

“Mhm?”

“Wh-why did you-?”

“Your chest is soft, want me to move?”

While it’s...embarrassing, it is not unpleasant, so I tell them no.

They wrap their arms around me and, as if it’s instinct, I wrap an arm around their head and pet their hair-why on earth is it so soft if they just fried it with bleach and lilac dye???

Well, it’s really no matter once they tangle our legs together and I lay my head back,

It takes no time at all before I’m asleep

[thedeadwritinggod]

LASTER FLUFF GIVE ME LASTER FLUFF NOWWWWWW

Aster’s Pov

I can’t sleep...after dragging my girlfriend to bed with me, I can’t sleep.

Even more ironically I’m being kept up by thoughts of her, when I can feel her head under my chin, her hand over my heart...She loves sleeping like this.

It makes her feel...small. She says average-height but I’ve learned to see through her words themselves to the meaning underneath. As a 5’6 teenage girl, she doesn’t get to feel small often, I love giving her the chance to feel more normal.

She makes a little noise, shuffling a bit in her sleep. I go and pet her hair gently, it’s been sinfully soft since her sisters cut it.

I know I don’t need too, but I still go to kiss her head and I when I go to mumble that I love her, I mumble, “it’s okay, my starry night.”

She makes a little noise and nuzzles into my chest again.

Looks like I’ve got a new nickname for the books!

[shitposting-labyrinth]

Wow i fucking love regretting everything-

Basically, me (Chika in the fangan canon) was forced into masterminding-

I fucking hated it and i went through with it anyway and i hurt everyone

I know i was forced into it but i just???

Can't seem to accept thst fact??? God fucking dammit-