Nov 4, 2025
vent post, TW : éducation nationale
i'm sooooo tired and it's only the second day back to school after break. i have so many training days in the next two months i can't find a spot to see my tutor until mid-december. that and i raised my voice at a kid today and i feel sick over it.
i'm yet to schedule a single class this year, let alone teach one. it feels like i'm not doing enough and not doing my job. on evenings like these i feel like i'm not cut out for the job and should resign but then i remember what it took to get here and i just can't imagine going through so much stress for nothing.
i'm just tired, i know. if you'd asked me yesterday i would've said it was going great. i just need to take it one step at a time and find a SHRINK