[in the tone of that one vine] hey.....how y'all doin......it's been 84 years.....
So. My family life highkey imploded and i hyperfixated on heated rivalry and then hockey rpf. my f1 obsession completely died in the offseason. If it's any consolation I also did not write any fic for hr or hrpf because I do just genuinely have stress related writers block....
I have opened up the google docs in the last few months, I even wrote a few words for vervloekt, but I've just had barely any motivation.....
But then ofc. The Aus gp. I live in melb (lucky me!) and while I did originally have Friday practice tickets, I had to sell them in relation to my family issues which was kinda soul crushing. That being said, going into the city and seeing the drivers/cars and being soaked in the atmosphere of f1 definitely revived me. I was jumping up and down watching that race on tv, my joy just came rushing back.
So, soft launching a return to posting about f1, hopefully a return to fic soon!!! Sorry for the wait!!!!
Other updates in relation to what I've been doing the last few months:
I started a fandom twitter where I scream into the void and try to make friends bc I'm highkey cripplingly lonely in a prison of my own design, follow me @ravenrinrose (I also have that @ here on tumblr ofcofc)
I unanoned a good chunk of my fics!!!!! Not all of them because some of those old fandoms are incredibly embarrassing and some are abandoned fics from years ago that I do NOT need people to harrass me about.
ALSO!!!!! I TURNED 18!!!!!! I would apologise to anyone following me who was unaware about me being a minor but Idgaf tbh. I have never written smut (except for a bnha x reader I wrote six years ago and then deleted when my friend found it) and I've barely written romance, and I honestly probably still won't. I'm one of those kids who grew up in the last dregs of "old fandom" where we all pretended to be 19 when we were actually 11 and interacted w 'mdni' accs under a fake age and shut the fuck up about it bc we knew we were uncool.
Anyway. I won't trauma dump too hard but I essentially have no direction in life right now and I'm incredibly stressed out but I am alive!!!! And I saw Arvid Lindblad and he's so much prettier in person what the actual fuck I will be writing him into the magickalverse when I find the motivation.
I apologise for dissapearing, especially since I very much reappeared on twt but in my defence being listless on twt vs coming back here where I have fanfic obligations/expectations are very different things.
Thank you everyone for your patience and kind words<3333 hopefully more f1 stuff coming soon!!!!!
