i have finally reached a place where I’m not berating myself for not writing fic. like, do i have ideas? sure thing, lots of them! am i writing any of them? no, i am not. is that perfectly fine because i don’t have to put myself under unnecessary pressure to constantly produce content? yes it is! is it even more okay that this is happening because of me making the conscious effort to step away from all forms of social media and fic writing for me has somehow become a part of that whole share ur life process? even more yes!
honestly like i am really making the conscious effort to be more present in my own reality and it’s come at the cost of my own writing but i don’t even mind because i feel so much happier and at #peace this week think i have felt in so long, like. i would never be ~~ anti social media ~~ but not centering my universe around it and allowing myself to be online all the time is so good. today i even deleted facebook and twitter from my phone because no more aimless scrolling for me, lads. i’m aiming to find a healthy balance where i enjoy my own writing again and it’s not dependent on social media and my presence on this website, it’s a #journey.
