"i want to do this thing that sounds like a celbration to me but idk what id be celebrating..." the fact youre alive, dummy!! the fact its pride month and youre 21 when you thought youd be lucky to even get close to your 18th!! and the fact that you live with a parent thats willing to help you get on hrt! and that in a year youll be living with the boy you felt guilty for having a crush for when you were 15 and his wife loves you too and youll get to live with both of them and their cat because they WANT to move to live with YOU in YOUR HOME STATE!!! and youre working on getting a driver's liscense!!! and your headmate helped you cut your hair today and now the body feels really nice and youre happy!! and you dont clam up around intoxication anymore!!! and youre trying to plan an outfit to wear to pride next weekend!! and your friends are talking about hanging out together to make bracelets for pride and they specifically said they remember you like making bracelets when planning!!! and even though in four days itll be a trauma anniversary for one of the worst breakups of your life youre happy RIGHT NOW!! and then after THAT youre gonna get to go spend time with your polycule IN PERSON!!! all of thats worth celebrating, stupid!!! NOW GO GET HIGH AND PUT ON YOUR FANCY PERFUME AND HAVE FUN!!!!