i think about merle's and the wizard's relationship often. merle himself is probably traumatized from all that he had gone through, we all forget bro is old as hell. possibly centuries old. all jokes aside, i'm sure he does feel regret for putting the wizard through so much. maybe he did so because he himself didn't have it in him to fight anymore.
do you just ever wonder how he was feeling when the wizard was declared enemy of the spiral? marleybone and polaris are members of the council of light. imagine the great turmoil that this caused in there. the CoL would be obligated to help them hunt the wizard given that they're allies, but they're all conflicted. confused. the wizard had only done good, right? why are they an enemy now?
merle hasn't personally heard from the wizard in years, he's just piecing things together based off the stuff he hears about. he doesn't know their relationship with dasein. all he knew was that he was the embodiment of nothing. he's heard that there's two brand new worlds that spawned out of nowhere. he's worried, but the wizard had outgrown him long ago. there's nothing he can do now, even if he wanted to. a part of him feels like he failed them.












