#** anonymous!

[labcoatblondie-archived]

uhhhhh you're stupid cuz you're blonde (I can't think of anything devastating she's just too cool)

𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 is in gwen’s inbox !

❝ i mean ...  top of my class ... valedictorian ... been working at oscorp since before i graduated high school ... but you’re so right! ❞

[labcoatblondie-archived]

So, what's your standing with Oscorp now that Norman passed away? Has there been any big changes?

𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

          gwen takes a moment to think of an answer.  truth be told, she wasn’t entirely sure.  almost hadn’t let her mind wander to that question just yet.  ❝ well -- it’s awful that norman ... passed.  but i think his son will bring some new ideas to the table.  he’s ... young, and i don’t think i could take over a company at my age.  but i’m sure he’s got good support from the leadership team ❞   let’s just hope he doesn’t approve the development of any more giant lizards. 

[labcoatblondie-archived]

*slides Gwen a cupcake and tea with an optional squishmellow*

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 // ALWAYS ACCEPTING

GWEN EYES THE CUPCAKE.  then the tea.  and then she looks to the squishmallow and fingers itch to take it.  for a moment, she doesn’t move.  and then, she pulls the stuffed toy into her arms and wraps herself around it.  resting her head upon it.  squeezing her eyes closed.  she feels like she might cry.  

❝ thank you.  this is really nice ❞  her voice no louder than a whisper.

[labcoatblondie-archived]

I'm disappointed in you, Gwen. I thought you'd have enough sense in you to stop dating Parker after I died.

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 // ALWAYS ACCEPTING

LIPS FALL APART AS HER HEART BREAKS. disappointed. her stomach churning in a nauseating way. feeling that threat in the burning in her throat.

❝ he's not a bad person, dad ❞ though her voice cracks as she tries to defend peter. she knew it wasn't peter's fault. she knew that. but clearly there was part of her, the part that was imagining her dead father's voice, that questioned that. ❝ and i love him. a lot. nothing bad's going to happen ❞

oh, if only she knew.

[labcoatblondie-archived]

(Late "angsty anon" thing, gonna be a news reporter here) Hang on, we've got some breaking news. We have just received confirmation from the NYPD, the Spider Man has died.

𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 is in gwen’s inbox !

HER MOVEMENT STOPS ENTIRELY AT THE WORDS THAT FILTER THROUGH THE TV.  she clutches the wooden spoon tightly.  knuckles almost white from the strength of the grip.  for a moment she’s almost positive it isn’t real.  positive that she’s either dreaming or this is just a sick prank.  because ... spider-man couldn’t be dead ... right?

then there’s an image of peter on the screen.  a picture that gwen had taken of him a few months back, nonetheless.  and god.  the world just stops.

frozen entirely still in the middle of the kitchen, she suddenly struggles to breathe.  the fact that they’d unmasked him and exposed his identity only confirms that the breaking news is real.  peter was dead.

without thinking she drops the wooden spoon and finds her mobile phone in her hand.  she finds peter’s contact details and clicks on his name.  watching as the phone call starts to ring.

she waits.  patiently.  baby-pink nail tapping against the glass of her phone.  waiting.  waiting.  waiting.

helloooo, you’ve reached peter.  parker.  peter parker.  can’t get to my phone right now so ... you know what to do.  seeya!

❝ peter ... ❞  it’s all she can manage after the voicemail beep.  taking a shaky breath.  ❝ call me back.  okay?  i really need you to call me back.  please call me back .... please.  you can’t leave me, okay?  you can’t ❞

[labcoatblondie-archived]

what if you had to watch Peter die in your arms?

𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 is in gwen’s inbox !

❝ i don’t want to even think about it ...  i mean, i don’t think i’d know what to do without him.  he’s kind of all i have .... god, i really don’t want to think about it ❞

[labcoatblondie-archived]

How sure are you really that you deserve to be saved?

𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 is in gwen’s inbox !

❝ i never said i deserve it.  i don’t think i do.  i’d rather it be me that goes than someone like peter.  i mean, there’s so many more important people who will make a difference in this world ❞