Community is a gift but I wish I could spend thirty (30) minutes with the experience of never having spoken about Ted Lasso with another human being, never having read a single opinion published about it, etc. Maybe this is self-absorbed and weird but I want to know what I personally actually feel about such pressing matters as
Episode run times
Ted/Rebecca and also Ted&Rebecca
Kansas
Keeley and the various things she has going on
I have been trying to be less outwardly opinionated (it probably isn't working, this is possibly the most embarrassing post on the internet right now, if you know me, feel free to not perceive me at this time) and I have been trying to vibe a bit more with a "hey this is pretty good and some very interesting things are happening so maybe you should wait and see what happens next and feel your feelings about what you're watching instead of what you think you might be watching" mentality because
a) I love this show, and
b) I'm pretty sure that a lot of what I want more (like homey scenes of a certain nature) are things that are very good when they do happen but more of a good thing doesn't always make for better TV, and
c) I'm stressed because the world and also my specific state have such horrible political things happening and it's making everything worse in a very, very real how many freedoms are going to erode today way and I'm trying to preserve the things in my life that are good and fun so they can feel good and fun but everything is so heightened that it actively saps the joy
If I could have just thirty minutes to write down some thoughts and feelings in a pristine vacuum maybe I would feel ready to return to society












