I have no future. At all.
My studies aren't doing well, not at all, and I really just want to give up on education. Everyone has such high expectations of me, my parents, my teachers, even my friends.
Everyone expects something big, or amazing of me, but I'm nothing like that.
Really, nothing is working out anymore. I just want to give up on everything.
I'm tired all the time, even if I would have slept well. I just don't have the power to do anything.
I freeze and start to shake in social situations, and it makes me scared of going to school. I feel scared of everyone, so I'd rather just stay home all day doing nothing.
I really don't think things are going to get better.
I just want to give up and die.
All I can do is cry helplessly, when people are yelling at me for not doing things that I simply just can't do. Everyone's pushing me and thinking that I'll be fine, and that I'll get over all the bad things that have happened. Everyone's expecting me to be happy and continue to cheer up everyone else. But I'm just really tired of it all.
I feel so weak and fragile.