i am looking up aftg quotes for an Edit™ and honestly “you are a pipe dream” is such a powerful line i wanna kick myself in the throat like neil is everything andrew wants but is convinced he’ll never get to have like andrew is so convinced he doesn’t deserve anything that the very concept of neil is like an abstract dream, something unattainable to andrew and he’s resigned to that bUT neil wants andrew just as bad and Understands and im gonna go kms now bc i’m too emo over my sons








