Aug 15, 2022
hmm am i ace or am i just so emotionally repressed that i struggle when letting myself actually feel instead of internalizing or intellectualizing most emotions, including lust (but oddly enough not desire for intimacy or sex drive), that almost no one on the planet is actually hot to me. guess we'll find out
#I make Arman and Erwin look like the most emotionally expressive and healthy people on the planet#GOD#mine#*armin#autocorrect do me a favor and perish#hisu#somehow the exception to this is scraggly men that look like white thwunk jesus#religious trauma#?#maybe!#the emotional repression also does not count for that year that I succumbed to sleep depression and feeling nothing but rage#that was a statistical anomaly and should not be counted#also it was covid#*during covid#so#yikes
